♥VENUSS `

2008-12-04T18:30:00.009+08:00

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2008-12-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

Okays,

Pathetic Venuss finally have oneday off .

Workinq for almst One whole week in a row .

Stupiakk, Actually qoinq to have 2days off th lor .

Thanks to th stupidd, stupidd William (!)

Sunday, Suntec & Marina .

Serena, Me, Fiona, GuekChee, Andy, Baby & Tiqer .

Omqoshhh, i saw th Cutie thr aqain !

Cutie refers to tht Softtoy tht i din manaqed to qet .

Disappoint-ed (!) DD;

Ok,

Everyone went back late . Sorry Serena :(

She had to attend her Uncle's wake at 7.30pm.

But, We reach-ed JuronqPoint at don't knw wht time [ Super late ]

Arund 9pm, i think .

& Pace-d, Tiqer's House .

Watch-ed DVD & fall asleep .

Stupidd Baby, Panqseh me thru th whole niqht .

He fell asleeeep (!)

Baby sent me home, & he went home too .

Work wib Daddy, Monday .

Me, Baby, Andy, Tiqer & Edmund (:

Tired, Supeer .

Thn , to Badminton .

Paidddd :DD, $20 . While others, $22 :(

Tuesday .

Stupiakkk Day,

William say qot dont knw wht stupidd match .

In th end, qo thr watch them play bball . :/

Cauqht in th rain over thr .

Back home, 7pm.

Play-ed mahjonq in my house .

Thursday,

Work wib Daddy .

Tiqer, Me, Baby & Andy .

Work, work, work .

We havinq 洗刷刷 session .

Wash here & thr, everywhere :DD

Had a supeer [ Fen Fu ] der Dinner .

RotiPrata, MuttonCurry, Meepok, Noodle, KueyTeow, ThaiStyle Beancurd & alot of sidedish-es .

Tml,

Out wib Serena (!)

Goinq Michelle's house . Whooo :DD

Michelle, Here we come .

& Work in th niqht .

2008-11-22T11:53:00.003+08:00

Thanks Serena aqn (!)

Just nw , Serena came my hse & brouqht me a surprise .

A pinky yanq mehmeh came wib her to my hse !

Omqoshh . I din qet to see a Yanqmehmeh in zoo lor .

Nevermindds , i've one nw ! :DDD

Ytd , Went to Yonqchin's hse .

Watch movie over thr . Funny lor th show :DD

Uhms , but Serena they all went town .

Take leave at arund 5plus .

Cause of some reasons . [ Couldn't be mention-ed ]

After settl-inq my thinqs , went dwn to 948 .

William & Jianjie was thr . Lonq lonq time since ie saw them .

Tht Stupiddd Jianjie , keep on bully me der lor .

Don't knw wht he mutter-ed to William abt me . Rawrrrs (!)

Alot of thinqs happen-ed at 948 .

Poor Weirenbaby qot pok on his face .

Stupiddd tht quy . Uhms ,

Actually qot qo JuronqEast der .

In th end , din went . Cause of , their super hot bball match & Tiqer's bike .

Tiqer's bike don't knw ride till whr liaoos .

No choice luhs DD;

After th liqht closes , William , Edmund , Tiqer & Yueqi went to JuronqEast .

Go have their tea .

Weiren send me hme .

Cook-ed eqqs for him .

Help-ed him wib his baluku . Wahahaha (!)

He had a swollen face alr . Awws :x

Ltr , qoinq to YuanchinqOpen hse .

Work-ed at niqht . Hais .

Uhms , needa qo watch show & bath lers .

Byeeeeeee ;DDD

;傻丫头 ; MissyXJ `♥

2008-11-21T13:01:00.006+08:00

Pictures Above (!) ;

This is th Soft Toy tht ie saw at Suntec .

& Im so in loved .

I spent quite alot of money on it & I din qet any of it DD;

Special Featured

Babyy cauqht in camera when he's cookinq for me at hme (:

So thouqhtful riqht ? Gees :D

ILOVEWEIRENBABY {♥}

ILOVESERENA (!)

See th HelloKitty above ?

She use-d only One dollar thn HelloKitty dropp-ed out liaoos lers :D

I use-d all thn nothinq came out . DD;

In th end , She qave me th Hellokitty & im sooo in loved wib it laas .

Thanks Serena . Althouqh , i like melody mre .

But , ilove this qift alot . Thanks :D

Th Xionqxionq tht Babyy qave it to me as a qift .

Ours lit.Boy .

& Tht HelloKitty above is name-d as Girlqirl .

Ours lit.Girl .

Yesterday ; 20112008 .

Babyy came my hse in th morninq .

Slack-ed till arund 12plus & left my hse .

Went to Tiqer's hse .

Chattinq wib his Mother abt th school code thinqy thn chatt-ed wib Fiona (!)

Wait-ed for tht Tiqer to qet ready & off we went to best for my Char quey teow .

I forqot to tell Babyy ie don't want hum thn hors ,

he went to call another plate .

he ate der plate wib th hum . Yumms ! :DD

Thn , we went to 948 .

Bored lor . They all play-ed bball .

Went to meetup wib Panphila . Slack-ed awhile .

Thn , off to chat-ed wib Fiona on phone aqn .

Walk-ed arund & abt .

Thn , Joey , Edwina & Serena came find me . Chatt-ed below block .

Baby msq-ed me & went back to find him .

Slack-ed thr & blahblahblahhs .

Time qoes so slow yesterday . Awws DD;

Baby ride me hme at arund 9plus .

In th end , Bear call-ed . Went back to 948 aqn till 11plus .

& hme we went .

Tiqer , Edmund & baby came my hse accompany for awhile .

& they went hme .

Im qoinq for work ltr . Hais .

I've a sudden urqe of not wantinq to qo for work .

Baby alr at my hse now .

i quess , i've to qo bath alr .

Goinq out , slack-ed & thn to work . Bye everyone .

{♥} 傻丫头 ; MissyXJ `

2008-11-19T12:08:00.005+08:00

IJUSTSIMPLYHATEYOUALL .

FUCKK OFF MY LIFE .

WHT IF YOU'RE MY PARENTS ?!

Din slp for th whole niqht ytd , wokeup in th middle of th niqht .

Got waken up in th middle of th niqht .

Stupidd mummy diq me up in th middle of th niqht , scold me .

Fuckk sial . Scold me abt withdrawinq money .

It's my own pay ! I earn it . Is tht wronq ?!

She expect me to qive her all th money ie withdraw .

She also dowan to qive me pocket money .

Thn , wht do ie eat ? Bird shit isit ?!

Im thinkinq of runninq away frm hme alr .

I had enuff lers lor . Two brothers qettinq worst & worst .

I've to takecare of them . As if , im their mother .

IM NOT , OKAYYS ?.

This morninq , Com spoilt .

& th thinq is , ie dint spoilt it or smth .

I help-ed her to repair till th com works .

In th end , ie qot scoldinq ! Machiam ie make th com spoilt liddat .

Enouqh is enouqh .

Daddy liddat , 也就算了 . Mummy also liddat .

为什么我得不到你们的那么的一点疼爱 ?

If yur hate th siqht of me , tell me .

I'll disappear . I'll not come hme anymre .

& in th first place , DON'T EVER qive birth to me .

FUCKK SIAL .

Do yur still treat me as yur dauqhter ?

I knw , i've alr qet th freedom ie want .

But , wht ie ask-ed is just some pirvacy & riqhts for me .

Is tht wronq too ? Parents are not always riqht , you'll see .

Someday , i'll proof to ue .

Im not qettinq any better beinq treated like this .

You're wronq & will be sorry for trreatinq me like this .

Venus is qone frm her family .

She no lonqer wanna care-d .

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Quarrel wib Babyy ytdd .

he panqseh me like hell .

Think of how lonq is have accompany chat & stuffs .

I could say , it's less thn 2hrs per day althouqh im wib him everyday .

But , everythinq settle-d btw me & him alr (:

I really don't feel like qivinq in abt th panqseh thinq alr .

I hope ue understand & sorry for shoutinq at ue ytdd .

&& ie hate it , when ue push me .

I hope ue won't do it aqn .

Thanks for accompany chat-ed on phone ytd niqht .

Finally , he accompany me for mre thn 2hrs (!)

I Love You , Babyy (:

2008-11-17T18:19:00.002+08:00

Okayys . Venus here to update .

It's been lonq ever since my last post .

Im not in a very qood mood today DD;

Stupidd events qoinq on & on . Hate it !

It's been so call-ed a panqseh's day for me .

Everythinq sucks . Quarrel wib my Daddy & Mummy ; Yesterday .

Im so damn anqry wib them , especially Daddy .

He's way to rude & unreasonable . Why can't he be alittle mre understandinq ?

Sucks , sucks & SUCKS !.

Nobody will qoinq to knw it even if ie went missinq or somethinq .

Cause , no one will ever cares ! }:

Leave me behind ; ALONE !

If you're qoinq to all this event & stuffs . Go ahead & please , don't be wib me .

I understand you've yur own reason .

No matter wht , IHATEIT .

I realise , you're not as carinq as you use-d to be .

I quess , you don't even care-d . All those nonsense are mre impt to you .

Everyone are like this . I don't wanna care anymore .

I wanna qo to someplace which no one would able to find me .

Far , far away & disappear .

Life is borinq . So , why do ie live ?.

I only do it for th sake of doinq it ; miqht as well end it riqht ?.

Carinq parents & family . Do ie have one ?. No ! I don't .

Why must they qive birth to me & let me qet in contact wib this world ; earth .

IHATEYOUS !

Get out of my life . Please , qo away .

Im not qettinq any happier .

Daddy , if you want me to leave . Like wht you've said ytd , REPEAT IT .

I'll qo & tht's forever (:

2008-11-07T22:36:00.003+08:00

Th Seven-Eleventh Day :DD

Happy First Month to me & Babyy !

Overall , i super love today . There's been lots of fun :DD
Wokeup at 9am to prepare .
Bath , Pack-ed baq & stuffs .
Messaqe-d wib Serena & she send me a list of " Thinqs to brinq "
We're qoinq on a trip to Sentosa !
Meetup at 851 & makan makan .
Thn , Babyy ride me to JuronqPt wib Tiqer & Weihan while th rest , bus-ed .
& Off we qo [:
Had a slp in th MRT [:
Took a LRT-like train to th beach .
Chanqe-d & had our fun .
Play-ed in th water & took pictures .
Th most fun part was , everyone qather-ed & bury Yonqchin in th sand :DD
Bus-ed back to Harbourfront .
Makan at th Kopi-tiam there & train-ed hme .

Both brothers qot sick .
Now , need to takecare of them .
Tomorrow , workinq [:
Busy day :DD

Pictures will be upload-ed asap [:

To Babyy : Happy one month . Thanks uhs .
For so dote on me & stuff .
First month alr eh , new start lers .
We had alr known eachother for 6mths . Quite lonq lers hors .
I will also cherish th times beinq wib ue .
I realised , not everyone will reqret & chanqe-d like ue'll .
Im happy , really .
This few wks wib ue , ie felt care & love .
Thanks [:
I hope we can continue on like this .
Babyy , iloveyous .
Rememberinq this date & carry on .
Weirenn , Venuss love yous .

2008-11-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

Venuss is back [:

I apoloqise for not updatinq my bloq for a very lonq time .
As , i din have time to do it .
My bloq is stll not fully done . But , it's somehow active alr .
Tomorrow's , 7th .
First month wib baby once aqn .
There's been alot of happeninqs in btw oct && nov .
Th worst news of all is , im qoinq to retain DD:
But , ie don't really care .
Just recover-ed frm my sickness afew days aqo .
Had a hiqh fever out of sudden & couldn't qo for work . My pay !!
Loss of 2o over bucks .
Tht baby of mines , promise-d to brinq me out to play .
Ima just waitinq for tht day when he finally keep his promise .
but , to do so , Please Please , I need th help frm th weather qod .
baby cominq my hse fetch me .
Goinq out ltr , i'll stop here .
Goinq bath alr . If not , he reach liaoos , ie havent okays .
Come hme thn update . Byees -- .

ILOVEMYBABY . ; Weirenn [:
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2008-10-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

Between , Sorry to all InternetExploree .

About th left column wordinqs becaminq white .

Don't knw why those codes are different .

My bloq is fine usinq either Safari nor MozillaFirefox .

Enjoy aye :DD .

-byeees [:

2008-10-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

Venus is back to Update ! :DD

Tuesday ; 1Oct .

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :DDD .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDWINA'S MUMMY :DDDD

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY [:

Althouqh , im not children alr :x

First day of th month .

Its th first aqain . Nevermindds ..

Somethinq makes me think of ue aqain .

Today is someday special :DD

A public holiday , qet to wakeup later .

As usual , wokeup at 11plus . Woken up by a stoopid dream :x

Waitinq for Edwina , Weirenn && Tiqer to come over .

But , don't knw whr's tht Tiqer .

We're qoinq to bake today . Excited , loools .

Stoopid brother . Hate him man . KNS .

Keep on fan wo . Today , not really in qood mood lor .

Still at thr kbkp && snatch com with me . Fuck off luhs DD;

Yesterday ; 3oSept .

Went to school . Almost late , but din :DD

Exam . Maths paper . Confirm flunk-ed der .

WeirennBabyy came fetch me thn off to MOE settle-d his stuff .

This time , no need wait too lonq :DD

MRT-ed back to Juronq .

Pack-ed food && home-d . Eat , eat && eat .

Thn , chanqed .

Off to WeirennBabyy's hse put his thinq thn off to Gekpoh find th others .

Went Ahboy's hse . Th others had their lunch && ie slept for awhile .

Jiu , qo dwn 948 .

Slack-ed thn qo hme , qo back aqain .

Thn , went Ahboy's hse eat kuey lapis .

OMG . Damn nice der lor :DDD

Slack--ed at staircase due to th rain . Stupid rain , makes us stuck thr .

Mummy keep callinq . Bo biann . Went hme at 12plus .

Chatt-ed with WeirenBabyy on th phonee awhile , sleeeeeeeep .

2008-09-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

Sunday ; 28Sept

Updatee .

I've finally chanqed my bloqskin :DD

Im boredd . Rottinq at hme luhs .

Babyy went msiaa alr ! :x

Had a BIGBIG quarrel with him yesterday afternoon .

BuayTahann lor . First time , ie din accept his apoloqy .

He's qoinq to back soon , ie quess .

He told me tht he qoinq to be back today niqht .

Don't knw whether true or not . Later , he lie-d to me aqain .

Awwws . Iris && Pamela are sick . Poor them .

Get well soon , alriqhts ?

Have SocialStudies && Science tml . Till , 11.30 [:

Pleasee , ie wanna faster school holiday ! .

I seriously hate school .

Babyy din contact me for th whole day , today . Awws ..

Okayys . I alr forqive him . But , ie lose my trust in him alr .

Tooo bad . Who ask-ed him to lie-d to me .

Uhms , ie wonder had he reach-ed spore alr or not .

His phonee due to ytdd messaqed too much && prepaid lowww .

Alamakkks . Shouldn't have pei him messaqed ytdd .

Now , soo ma fan . Couldn't reached him .

I don't want qo to school laas . Stoopidd fuckkinq exam .

Don't knw wht to update alr .

Shall updated another time . Byeee ..

Taqqes Replied .

ToEdwinaa : Ofcourse don't mind laas . Takecaree of yurself even mre uhs :DD

ToIris : Its not CoupleTee laas :x Its WorkinqTee lor && its doesnt even look nice lor . Hahas .
Btw , wht ue mean harr ? My font colour wierd mehs ?. O.o

ToPamela : SIsterrr ! .

ToFionaa : Ohs . WorkinqTee . Hehhs [:

2008-09-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

Quizz .

1. The person who tagged me this
Cassandraa [:

2. Your relationship with them ?
my sister's sister .

3.Your 5 impressions on them ?
cute , helpful , funny , fun-lovinq && qet alonq well :DD

4. The most memorable thinq she had done for you ?
o.o

5.The most memorable thing she said to you ?
Jie , lend me yur handphonee .

6. If she became your lover you will?
Im purely qirl . i don't qo for same sex :x

7. If she becomes your lover, thinq she has to improve on ?
impossible , impossible .

8. If she becomes your enemy you will ?
woahh . qo hiqhh T.T

9. ( repeat question )

10. What do you want to tell her now ?
helloos :DD

11. Your overall impression of her now ?
Keai .

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
Thinks im crazy .

13. The characters you love for yourself are ?
Im sot ! :DDDDx

14. On the contrary , the characters you hate for yourself are ?
Im a LU CHI :x [ Awws .. IHATEIT ! ]

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Myselff !

16.For the person who cares and likes you , say something to them ?
heypeoplee ! Venus over here . ILOVEYOU GUYS :DD

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you

1. Edwinaa .

2. Panphilaa .

3. Iris

4. Fionaa .

5. Huitinq .

6. Weirenn .

7. Waikit .

8. Ahboy .

9. Andy .

10. Taochenq .

18. Who is no. 6 havinq relationship with ?
Venuss .

19. If no. 7 & 10 were toqether will it be a qood thinq ?
Ofcourse ! Both of them lovee each other :xx

20. Is no. 9 a female or male ?
male .

21. What is no. 2 studyinq about ?
hmm. n-lvls .

22. When was the last time you chat with no.3 ?
Just now .

23. What kind of music or band does no.8 like ?
Ask Edwinaa .

24. Does no.1 have any siblinqs ?
Ofcoursee :DD

25. Will you woo no.3 ?
No! she's my mei larhh.

26. How about no.7 ?
Im once inloved && attached to him DD;

27. Is no.4 sinqle ?
Yeahhs .

28. What is the surname of no.5 ?
not sure.. :x

29. What is the hobby for no.10 ?
Eat ?.

30. Do no.5 & 9 qet alonq well ?
Yarhhs .

31. Where is no.2 studyinq ?
Huayi sec .

32. Talk about somethinq for no.1
Chiooo .

33. Have you ever try developinq feelinqs for no.9 ?
NO .

34. Where does no.9 live?
somewhere in sinqapore. duh.

35. What does no.4 like ?
tortise .

36. Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends ?
Okay only lor .

37. Does no.1 have any pets ?
Nope .

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
OhBoy . YES . Th sexiest quy . lols :xx

39. what is no.10 doinq now ?
Ridinq bike ?

Done with th quiz alr . Finally ! :DD

Byeeees .

2008-09-24T22:40:00.007+08:00

Weirenbabyy Actinq cute . OMG .

Shot dao PanphilaSister der pipi :xx

Candid Shot 1 .

Candid Shot 2 .

Candid Shot 3 .

Venuss , Weirenn , Edwinaa && Ahboyy .

Candid Shot 4 .

Superqirl . lols .

Couplee ; num 1 .

Couplee ; num 2 .

Couplee ; num 3 .

XiaoSebas's Cutee face .

My Masterpiece !

Weiren's finqers with emotional :DDDD

Venuss && Edwinaa ; Sister :DD

Wednesday ; 24Sept .

Enqlish paper . Do halfway , went hme .

Daddy && marmiie pick me up at lakeside && off to th doctor .

UncleDoctor say ie qot chances of havinq denque .

Still not cfmm , need wait afew days mre thn can knw :xx

Eat brkfast , went hme .

Went to th doc lers . So , no need ask-ed Weirenbabyy accompany me qo see doc alr .

Sleeeeeeep all th way to 4plus in th afternoon .

Took medicine aqain && sleeep a few mins mre .

Had my lunch && rest aqain .

UncleDoctor qave me 3days mc .

But , marmiie say die die still must qo school take exam .

Fuckk siol . ie better off faint thn qo in hospital .

Liddat , jiu can rest no need stress my head for answers .

Headache still qoinq bao zha alr luhs .

Weirennbabyy came see me for awhile thn jiu qo for meetinq lers DD;

Head start to pain aqain .

Why did ie needed ue th most , ue left me .. to somewhr else :x

Edwinaa , takecaree eh .

I knw how ue feel . Awwwws . dyinq soooon .

Tiqer && Tiqress , last lonq :DDD

Im still waitinq for th seventh .

Well , ilyy . BOREDDDD .__.

Off to sleeeeep . Tml , have th stooooooopid paper ! rawrrrs ..

Taqqes replies .

Ps ; ie din replied taqs for soo lonq . Now , everyonee replied ! :DDDD

ToFiona : Yeahhs . lols . ue ahs , tkcaree horhhs :DD

ToBridqet : Suree :DD will relink ue soon der .

ToAlvin : Di ahs . ue very mafan ley . will relink ue soon laas . STUPID DUMB ASS !

ToKaitinq : Jie , will relink ue soon der . Meetups soon eh :DD

ToXinpei : Hahas . LOVERRRR . looooools .

ToPanqxinyi : Lol . ie be zhuzhu . not sizhu nor sanzhu .

ToRobin : siaooeh . ue din qive me yur url .

ToIce : Taq other zhaborr first der mahhs . Hurr ! xD

ToCassandra : Okayys . Do it later :DD

ToPanphila : Hahas . I din ailian them ley ! Alamakkks . Hahahs . Update lers :DDD

ToIris : Update lers :DD

ToDennon : Ohhs , MIA back lers ahs . Welcome :DD

2008-09-22T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hellooooos . Im back aqain .
This time round , pictures would be uploaded another time .
As , I din manaqed to send those pictures to Edwina's lappy .
&& Yeapps . Im at her house currently :DDD

Monday ; 22sept .

Waken up by PanphilaSister this morninq .
Chatt-ed with WeirenBaby on phone while wait-ed for PanphilaSister to come over .
Slack-ed , Chatt-ed && Cook-ed .
Hunqry && Off to th kitchen to have some breakfast .
INSTANT NOODLE OF TH MORNING :DD
We cook-ed eqq usinq microwave oven , PanphilaSister lovee it ! hehhs [:
Credits to me .. Hohoho >.<
Bath-ed && Off to Edwina's hse .
Not lonq after , WeirenBaby came .
Actually qoinq town with him der but Ahboy && WeirenBaby went somewhr .
Now , waitinq for them to be back .
My mum just called . Okays , she knw tht ie've lied .
SO , I've my OWN REASONS okays ?.
Parents are always riqht la dey . Fuck siol .
You will hai dao wo instead . Can't ue think of th consequences . NABEI .
Damn dulan lor .
WeirenBaby is back ! Hehhs .

UPDATE th rest at niqht .
Byebyeee ..

2008-09-16T23:24:00.004+08:00

Tuesday ; 16Sept .

Helloo , Helloos [:

Did anyone miss me ?.

Im once aqain back ! Hohoho :DD

I've post damn lots of picture taken today .

Recently , so much had happened .

Firstly ;

May Ahboy have fast fast recovery && accompany my sister ;D

I hasn't been qoinq to school for more thn one week alr .

Relax-ed . MrsHo called my marmiie && she was stun abt it .

Anyway , need to qo school tml alr .

Please ! Give me one mre day of rest before qettinq back to school life :x

This morninq , had a TWO hours lecturinq && Counsellinq by my Father .

Ohqoshh , He even brouqht out China , Indonesia && stuffs into th topic .

Went out after tht , to Weiren's house .

Cook-ed . Actually , he was th one cookinq && ie was th one eatinq >.<

Andy came && watch-ed show .

Arund 1plusplus , slack-ed at Ahboy's house .

PanphilaSister went off just when ie arrived .

Thn , watch-ed TaochenqDaddy , Weiren && Zhihui play-ed mahjonq .

Weiren keep on hu lor :x Don't knw how he did it .

Chatt-ed awhile && Ahboy's marmiie came back .

Off we rushes dwnstair .

To EdwinaSister's house [:

Sleeeeeeeeeeeeep !

Got woken up by alot of people .

Stoopid me , hit th wall on my cheek when ie turn myself arund .

Off to Playqround slack-ed .

Tht's how those about picture came about .

Some of them is with EdwinaSister .

Forqot to take frm her . Anyway , ie did some artistic act over there [;

Dwn to 948 .

Thn accompany EdwinaSister to Ahboy's house .

I left after few minutes :xx

Chatt-ed with HuitinqJie at 948 while waitinq for them to finish their match ,

&& home-d ie qo :DDDD

Now bloqqinq [:

TAGGES WILL BE REPLIED LATER AGAIN , AS VENUS IS DAMN LAZY NOWADAYS .

SORRY :xx

2008-09-12T00:29:00.002+08:00

Back to postinq everyonee :DDD

Photos will be upload-ed tml or some others day .

11Sept ; Thursday .

Overslept ! DD:

Din qo school aqain . Whooots .

Seriously , ima startinq to dislike qoinq to school .

Somethinq is botherinq me . But , ie just don't knw wht .

Nevermindds ..

Bus-ed to Huayi sec in th afternoon .

Fetch EdwinaSister home-d from school thn to Gekpoh .

Accompany PanphilaSister to McDonald .

Brouqht her cheeseburqer .

Play-ed with a redred bear at th counter , damn cute laas .

TaochenqDaddy just qive it to me liddat .

Thn tell th Auntie , he took it away .

Surprisinqly , Auntie say OK ley . STUNN :xx

Play-ed with th redred bear .

Went back into th Arcade wait-ed for EdwinaSister .

Go back MacDonald aqain ..

PanphilaSister && ie qave name to th redred bear .

VINCENTPHUAJUNCHENG ..

Sound nice riqht ?

This name includes PanphilaSister , Venus , Bear && TaochenqDaddy's name .

Got chuanqyi bahhs . Hehhs o.<

Went PanphilaSister's house .

While waitinq for PanphilaSister to bath .

Camwhore at her house && dwn to 948 .

Play-ed bball with PanphilaSister , Junkanq , DaBoy , Ahponq , Darrius , YeeSenqPiq && One mre quy .

Super fun lor . Keep on lauqhinq , AT ME ! DD:

Keep on qot cheat by DaBoy && Junkanq . Alamakks !

Why can't ie be alittle mre smarter .

Accompany Ahboy && Ahponq qo somewhr .

Thn , jiu back to 948 . Watch-ed them play-ed bball

&& Chit-chatt-ed .

Weiren ride me home as im rushinq for time despite his injured leq .

Thanks Weiren :DD

Home-d , Eat && Online-d .

Now , bloqqinq . Okayys , im off to sleep already .

Niqhts Everyonee .

-爱 ; ilyy .

VENUSS `

TAGGS WILL BE REPLIED SOON , BUT NOT NOW .

SORRYY , AS IM TIREDD :xx

2008-09-10T22:27:00.003+08:00

10sept ; Wednesday .

Din qo to school today . Don't feel like qoinq .
Meet Edwina outside my house . Btw , ie wokeup late today .
So sorry to make Edwina wait-ed for me so lonq .
Bath-ed && Out .
Bus-ed to 851 . Meet Ahboy && PanphilaSister .
Slack thr && sinq sonq .
PanphilaSister like siaoo der . Keep on lauqhinq .
Also don't knw wht she lauqhinq at . Maybe , she din ate medicine today :x
Ahboy create a brand-new sonq lyric ..
Thn , went to Edwina's hse . Tiredddddddd DD:

Started watchinq Heitanqqunxiazhuan .
PanphilaSister came sit beside me && we chanqed show to bulianqxiaohua .
OMG . th show is damn damn funny luhs .
Th way RainieYanq acted && she talk-ed , make me && PanphilaSister lauqh like hell .
Th main character in th show is OMG der shuai lor .
Both of us hoped tht he was OUR Boyf or Husband .
It's OUR . Enphasize on tht word . Hehhs .
We don't mind sharinq th same quy .
Watch-ed halfway , rush out :xx

Meet TaochenqDaddy && DaBoy at 850 .
PanphilaSister tombanq me on bike qo round && round [:
Damn fun . She complain about me keep on chanqinq leq .
Pain mahhs :xx
After tht , 851 breakfast :DDD
Chatt-ed , slack-ed && rott-ed over thr .
PanphilaSister today keep on ride me [:
Suddenly , alot people came .
Forqot who came . But , damn lots of people thr :DDD
Went on bike ride aqain . Wheeeeeeets !
Comeback jiu rush to toilet with Edwina .
Thn , Accompany Edwina homed .
Use-d com for awhile jiu off to Pioneersec thr .
Play-ed swinq :DD Suddenly emo . I also don't know why .
Thn , jiu qo bball court . Slack thr .
Not lonq after , Waikit , Kenneth && Junkanq came .
Kenneth && Junkanq tombanq me on bike .
Kenneth tombanq me damn fun , qo farfar still qo sound effect make by ME :DD
PanphilaSister jiu qo home lers .
Sinq , sinq , sinq ..
Linjunjie's sonq x3s . Lovee it luhs .
Thn , play-ed ABC . I keep on qot stuck .
Stooopid DaBoy , keep on make me lauqhed :xx
Distract him by shoutinq qot chiobu && Rotiprata .
I din knw why , ie shout-ed Rotiprata . Maybe , miss it too much :xx
Bus-ed home ..
Reach-ed home , eat , chatt-ed with Fiona on phone && bloq .
Now , sleep liaoos .
Tml , qoinq to school . Niqhts everyonee .

I wanted yoos . How ie wish th qirl yoos lovee was me .
How ie wish ie understand ue .
Seriously , ie can't let qo . But , ie won't wei nan ue .
I really wish-ed ie could replaced her .
But , somehow it din seems to happen && never ever qoinq to happen .
iswear , iloveyoos alot .
Maybe , she th one who really suits ue .
i know ue lovee her .
i don't wish to see ue sad . i've been tryinq not to think about yoos .
Somehow , ie just can't seems to control myself .
i keep on want-inq to look at ue . im scared .
ima in this ; alonee . ie hope uure with me .

TAGS WILL BE REPLIED LATER . As , IM SUPER TIRED . SORRYY :xx

2008-09-09T00:42:00.005+08:00

o9Sept ; Tuesdayy .

Its Tuesday alr . Ermms , Don't know wht's qonna happen .
It's only Twelve midniqht plus . Hehhs .
I've alot of annoucement to make eh ._.
Firstly ;
HAPPY BDAY , FIONAAA ! x3s .

Secondly ;
HAPPY BDAY , KENNETH ! x3s .

Thirdly ;
HAPPY BDAY , DARREN ! x3s .

They're superb ! Alot of people Birthday ley . Im qoinq pok liaoos lers x.X
Another annoucement ; a bad one ..
I'm once aqain sinqle :DDDD
Imisshim && shebuderhim . But , nevermindds laas . Since , heloveeher jiu lett qo liaoos lers .
He finally talk to me liaoos eh . Wheeeeeeets ! x3s .
venuss.lovee.waikitt ! x3s ..
Don't feel like sleepinq already . haiiss , saddened luhs .
Don't feel like qoinq to school ltr ley .
Wht happened ltr , i'll post it aqain . Cause , ie can't predict th future ._.

Yesterday ; o8sept .

HAPPY BDAY , ALVIN ! x3s .
Mybelovedbrother .. Hehhs .
Lao lers yi sui .
Laodi eh bday . hahhs , wish him a happy bday .
Enouqh of crappinq . Wht happened basically was ;

Wokeup , went to school .
Lesson , lesson && lesson .
Couldn't conccentrate in class . Keep on thinkinq of him . Rawrrs ! ._.
I qot my Enqlish summary th hiqhest in class :DDD
Happpppppyy ! x3s .
Finish school liaoos , went Isa's house .
Chatt-ed with her ahma . Damn funny lor .
Waitt-ed for her to chanqed , thn off to my house .
I bath-ed && she meet her stead , ie went Edwina's house .
Watch-ed heitanqqunxiazhuan :DDDDD
Thn , ie started to qo zibi x.X
Down there , drawdraw .
I wrote Waikit's name for damn lots of times today .
In school , everywhere .
Actually , don't feel like passinq th thinqy to Lester der . But , alr write liaoos .
err . read && no read equal to th same .
I find it no point . Hahhs ._.
Went 851 ; eatttttttttttt .
Huitinq , Bear , Daboy , Junkanq , TaochenqDaddy && Darrius came .
Followed by Waikit , Kenneth , Lester , Tiqer , XiaoSebas && Weiyi .
Thn , qo 850 . Boredddd uhs .
Slack , slack , slack . Went home .

o7Sept ; Sunday .

Workkkkkk :DDDDD
Super fun . Loveee teaminq up with Junkanq .
Somehow like havinq competition liddat der .
Flyer . flyer && flyers . hehhs .
Damn fast jiu finish liaoos .
Learn alot from Junkanq :DDDD
Thanks uhs . he teach me how to find my way back .
Th Sinqtel qirl ._.
Thn , qo eattttt .
I din eat . I only had a few slip of th tehbinq . Damn sweeeettt laas .
Continued on flyers .
Stoooooopid uhs . My butt qot touched twice ! Rawrrrs .
Im fierce der horhhs . Don't see ie smilesmile thn liddat . Hurrhs !
Walkwalkwalk-ed . Onthway , qive out flyers .
Kenneth had a hardtime takinq care of me .
He say ie damn hyper , run here run thr .
Inthend , he pulled my baq to makesure i'm with him .
Slack under block . Almost sleeeeep ..
Guys qoes hyperr lor . Accompany Kenneth qo Playqround slackslack .
Thn , qo back . Now thn ie knw .
Waikit knws alot about my movements :xx
Happpppppppyy ! x3s . Waikitttttttttt . lovelovees .
Go back liaoos after tht .
Train-ed home . Sinq sinq sinq .
Sanq LinJunJie's sonq . Woshitadertouhaofensi ! Hehhs .
Junkanq vocal , damn qood lor :DD
Went home after tht .

o6Sept ; Saturday .

Forqet wht happened exactly .
But , ie do remember one biqbiq situation .
I LOST MY HANDPHONE ! :xx
So people , don't contact me via phone lers kayys ?.
When ie qet my new number , ie would tell yur der .
Imissmyphone ! Ahboy's phone qoes missinq with minee too .
Hope th both of them qrew leqs && could run back to us .
Tht's about all . Damn lonq alr .
Niqhts everyonee .

ToPanphila : OMG . Dota . Hahhs .
Okayys laas . We qo playplay .
Later , ie kena kill-ed thn ue must help me held sonqka horhhs
:xx

ToJasmin : Xiexieni , Xinqan .
Hahhs . uhms , will sad der laas .
Nevermindds . Noworries . wohuimeishider [:

ToFiona : O.O
HappyBirthday laas qirl . Hahas [:
See , ie remember ehh . I wuxiim der horhhs ._.
HND ley . Not , HMD . hahas .
HonqsterNeverDie ! x3s . Yeahhs . Imlovinqit x3s .

ToIris : .___.

ToXInqin : uhms , suresure . But ,
yur Url ?
Hahahs . Alamakks . Takecaree .

ToBridqet : Will relinkk ue Asap
der :DDD
Takecaree uhs .

ToXiaolim : Okayys . wohuider .
Noworries .
Im free now already :DDD

ToUnknown : Uhms , uure ?
Give yoos a chance .. Lols . Ehhs , ue Weiren ahhs ?

2008-09-05T22:18:00.007+08:00

Cute horhhs .. I found this picturee in my com . I din knw ie had his pic :xx

Remind me of trips && trips to JuronqPolyclinic ..
Damn cute lor him DD; haiis ..

Today .

Din qo for remedial this morninq .

Fiona din qo , don't feel like qoinq as well .

Not in th mood to do soo .

Bomb Panphila up in th morninq . Sorry sister :xx

Actually qoinq meet her straiqht after ie bath der .

But , in th end ie keep on tuo shi jian .

Till arund 12 thn meet dao her .

Walk-ed to 851 qo find Ahboy .. On th way , saw dao WaikitDear :'x

I super feel like pao guo qu huq him lor .. Haiiss :/

He still din care me . How ie wish ie din say tht to him DD:

Panphila settled her lunch at 851 while ie drank my miloo .

Thn , sent Panphila home .

Chat at her house dwnstair .. Super fun luhs .

We talk-ed alot of stuffs tqtr . Craps && Craps ..

After Panphila qo home lers , jiu went Ahboy's hse with Darrius .

At his hse , damn bored laas ..

Play-ed PSP && Watch-ed TV . Got th Yanqquo && Xiaolonqnu show .

Cauqht my attention [: Hehhs ..

Ahboy fell asleep thn Darrius && I jiu qo central play lan .

Play finish liaoos , qo back Ahboy's hse .

He still sleepinq :xx

Darrius && me continued on chattinq .

Main subject ; WaikitDear . Saw alot of his pictures in Ahboy's phone .

Chatt-ed alot of thinqs about him .. Imisshim DD:

Xiao Sebas && Bear came .

Chatt-ed aqain . Wait-ed for Ahboy to wakeup .

Dinner time ! [:

Th food , damn nice laas horhhs . Yumyumms :p

Eat liaoos , wash-ed plates jiu went off .

Went 907 with them thn walk-ed to 948 .

Half-way , jiu walk-ed home lers .

Bear pei me walk as he's qoinq home .. Talk-ed about WaikitDear .. DD:

Separate with him && home ie qo .

Reach-ed home , damn tired ..

After bloqqinq , jiu qoinq sleep liaoos lers .

ToWeiren : I won't wei lers ni , fanq qi Waikit der .
Seriously , at first , ie din knw ie will soo zai yi Waikit until th quarrel .
I realise , wo zhen der zhen der hen zai hu ta .
There's no point doinq thinqs that he have done .
Not tht ie don't want to qive ue another chance .
But , th feelinqs , qone lers ..
Like ie said just now to ue in MSN ; wo dui ni shi yi lai , bu shi ai .
Wo ye bu xianq zai yi lai ni lers .
Duibuqi , Im sorry .
You may hate me . Go ahead ..
I don't want ue to cut yur hand for me .
I don't feel anythinq . Don't bcos of me , hurt yurself ..
Xiexie ni ranq wo understand who really stand a place in my heart .
Althouqh , Waikit && ie miqht not have he hao .
But , this time round ie knw is my fault .
I will wait for him to forqive me ..
ni keyi fanq qi wo der , bu xu yao denq wo der .
I don't want ue to be soo miserable bcos of me && keep on hurtinq yurself .
Please , wo bu xi wanq ni zhe yanq ..
Im really sorry , Weiren . Im not as qud as ue think im .
Venus doesn't worth to be loved by Weiren .

ToWaikitDear : Darrius told me alot of thinqs about ue today .
Which makes me understand how much uure to me .
I din realised it at first until he ask-ed me ; you seems to love Waikit alot uhs ..
I was like , Huhhs ? Thn , ie kept on think about it .
I went to yur bloq at lan && read those past posts .
Especially th one on Ahboy's birthday .
I miss those times lor :xx
Damn fun der worhhs . Someone is jealous cause of Taxi driver :DD
Haiiss .. Im sorry for sayinq those harsh thinqs to ue ..
Tht picture above , make me think of those trips to JuronqPolyclinic ..
I really do hope ue forqive me ..
Sorry WaikitDear .. T.T

ToFiona : Yeahhs lor . I suddenly ,
super in love with that sonq :xx

ToIris : Nevermindds der laas . I won't soo
foolish der .

ToJasmin : Hahas . uhms , no laas . haiis
:xx

ToXinpei : Thanks luhs . But , can't help it
luhs . Im okayys . No worries [:

ToXinyi : Heyhey , no link luhs . How to relink
worhhs DD:

2008-09-04T20:25:00.010+08:00

Taken usinq Panphila's phone [:

Venus :/

Edwina , Panphila && Venus .

Sisters [:

Panphila && Venus .

I'm boredd .

At Panphila's house .

Look KNS luhs :xx

P && V .. =.o

:DD

Pictures of Today && Yesterday .

Recently , alot of thinqs had happened .

Everythinq seems to be soo wronq .

Whatever ie do , doesn't seems to qet riqht .

Maybe , all this while , whatever i'm doinq is wronq .

Could ie mend everythinq ?

Put it back to place && make everythinq riqht aqain ?.

I miss those times when everyone is enjoyinq themselves .

这就是所谓的自作自受 ..

Yesterday .

Went out in th afternoon to meet Panphila .

Actually , couldn't qo out der .

Anyhow bomb reason to my marmiie && out ie qo .

Due to Robin's fever , had to reach home earlier thn usual .

Promise her , ie will be home at 2.30pm .

But , In th end , ie went home at 5pm .

Raininq damn heavily lor .

Meet Panphila at 851 .

Thn , Ahboy they all wanted to qo Gekpoh play dota .

Panphila && I jiu went off first .

Went to Edwina's house dwnstair slack .

Thn , qo Panphila's house .

At thr , camwhore && chatt-ed .

Horoscope says , pieces && her boyf will qet closer in terms of relationship .

But , it din seems to be true .

Meet Janet opp Pioneer sec .

Wait-ed for Kenneth they all exam finish .

Thn , Panphila && Edwina pei me wait for my bus .

Bus-ed home .

{ Saw WaikitDear opposite th bus-stop :xx }

Home liaoos , jiu online MSN .

Quarrel with WaikitDear ..

I know it's my fault . Sorry ..

Chatt-ed with Edwina , Panphila && TaochenqDaddy as well .

Thanks Edwina , Panphila , Janet , Ahboy , TaochenqDaddy , Lester && Kenneth .

Th xiaomaicao din work :xx

He still damn anqry with me .

Awws .. Nevermindds :xx

No mood all th way . Din knw what to do luhs . Haiiss ..

At niqht , lappy auto shutdwn .

Dulann uhs . Hackcaree der lappy .

Went to sleeep ..

Today .

After wakinq up , online MSN .

Chatt-ed with Boyfee .

Thanks for cheerinq me up [:

On phone with Panphila ..

Chat chat chat .

Went to bathh . Thn , call-ed Panphila sister aqain .

Meet her && Ahboy at Gekpoh .

Somethinq funny happened .

On th bus , ie saw someone tht look like Darrius qot on th bus .

But , din manaqed to see dao where is he in th bus .

He qot off one stop after Pioneersec .

I qot off at Gekpoh shoppinq centre .

He look stun when he saw me :x

I told him , we're on th same bus . He was like o.o

Ohhs well .. =.o

Watch-ed them play dota .

Panphila was playinq too :x

Damn funny uhs . Make me keep on lauqhinq .

Went to Panphila's house after tht .

Thn , pei her wait-ed for her marmiie dwnstair , jiu walk-ed home .

I qot scare by lizard DD;

Reach-ed house dwnstair , Ahboy messaqe me :xx

I forqot to tell him ie qo liaoos .

Call-ed him . He ask-ed me qo 948 if ie want .

In th end , too tired . Din qo .

Stay home , sleeep .

Thn jiu bloq ..

I knw this time round , it's my fault .

I've alr apoloqisee . I really hope ue do forqive .

You told me tht yur pattern is liddat der .

I understand . I also understand why ue will soo dulann alr .

I only wish ue don't don't care me .

I will zidonq . Stop meetinq him && stuffs .

I promise ue but never zuo dao , is my fault .

Im sorry for sayinq those words to ue .

I din mean it by sayinq I don't wanna care ue .

I din knw it's hurts tht much ..

How ie wish ie knew what are ue thinkinq .

I don't know what th hell parents are thinkinq nowadays .

I knw tht my results aren't as qood as others .

But , Im tryinq ..

Can't they see ?

One small thinq like bookinq of badminton court online .

Just bcos of din have courts , jiu blame me .

Say ie slow , ie din standby , everythinq my fault .

Alvin && Robin also have eyes .

They saw me pressinq th thinq over thr .

But , just don't knw what happened .

Still din manaqed to qet those courts .

It wasn't my fault uhs .

I knw i've pon school , remedials && extra lessons .

I knw i've done thinqs tht ue , parents dislike .

But , please don't push everythinq to me .

Oneday , ie miqht just qo crazy .

I alr did my best on my studies .

What mre ue want ?

When im sick , did ue care soo much about me ?

Yurs attitude chanqes when Robin qet fever .

I knw i've qrown up . But , why can't ie qet doted by yurs ?

Tell me , which teenaqer din qet rebelious ?

Which teenaqer din qo home late && qo out often ?

I don't qive a damn to what ue all say alr .

I totally wantinq to qiveup .

Since , whtever ie do is wronq ,

What for ie chanqe ?

I don't qet a sinqle praise or smthh just for tht little chanqe tht ie do .

Chanqe , still wronq , still dislike .

I rather remain my own way .

Haiiss ..

How ie wish im dead ..

To Weihao : Thanks . I hope can last uhs :x

To Panphila : Haiiss ..

To Fiona : Will link ue der laas . Haiiss .
I don't knw wht to do :xx

To Xinpei : My hp currently no money worhhs :x
uhms , ue two damn hiqh ley . Aiyohhs ..

To Iris : =.o
ue qo count der ahs . Got soo little ahs ? :xx

2008-09-01T22:14:00.010+08:00

Panphila sister [:

Twist , twist ;D

Dear playinq dota :x

Edwina sister && me [:
Lonq time aqo alr .

Edwina's .

Venus && Panphila [:

Sisters ! ;DD

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY [:
To Dear && Me .
&& HAPPY SEPTEMBER EVERYONEE :x

To Dear ;
Jiay0uus for yur upcominq N-lvls .
Must workhard ahs .
Don't keep on ask me to , ue also horhhs [:

Monday .
Wokeup super early today .
Continue on watchinq show [:
Bath , eat && out .
Meet Panphila sister && Edwina sister .
Slack slack slack .
Super bored .
Panphila && me , down there camwhorinq .
Edwina , continue on with her PSP .
Out of nowhr , WaikitDear suddenly pop out .
Lalalalas ~
Went 851 .
Settled Edwina's breakfast over there .
Tht uncle wanted to lend me money for drink .
Scary uhs .
"Xiaomeimei , yao bu yao he shui ? "
"yao bu yao chi donq xi ? "
Stoopid lor >.<
Panphila && Edwina keep on disiaoo me with this two sentences .
Off to Gekpoh after that .
On th way , somethinq happened .
Nxt , camwhore in arcade .
Whole lots of them started dota-inq aqain .
Thn , Panphila , me && Edwina qo find TaochenqDaddy at 850 .
Went 948 afterwards .
Slack slack awhile , jiu qo lers .
Accompany Panphila Sister at her house dwnstair chitchat .
Walk-ed home .
On th way , meet dao Weiren .
He scare me from behind , scare dao wo .
Accompany Weiren , Andy && William qo JuronqEast find Peiqi mei .
Eat thn chatchat .
Home-d .
Online-d , chat .
Now bloqqinq .

What exactly are ue thinkinq .
How ie wish ie could understand .
It's like , uure inorqinq me .
Did ie do anythinq wronq or did somethinq tht ue dislike .
I hope ue do cherish this relationship .

To Panphila : Ayees , i also don't know liaoos lers .
I don't understand what is he thinkinq && stuffs .
Fuck uhs . I hate havinq this kind of feelinq lor .
btw , ie update lers . Haas . Compliccated .
I din knw whether did ie make th riqht choice anot .

To Edwina : Thanks worhhs .
But , ie somehow don't feel like maintaininq it .
I feel wierd uhs . I din meet him for aqes alr lor .
Thn , finally meet dao him , he bu li wo .
Im like , haiis . Don't know what exactly is he thinkinq .

To Junkai : Alamakks . What ue sellinq uhs ?
Hahas . Curious uhs :X

To Real_babyx3 : Ermms , im oks with it [:

To Iris : Huhhs ?

To Bridqet : Yeahhs pretty ? :X

To Pamela : Opps . sorry .
Will link ue soon [:

To Jasmin : Thanks for th taq .
I will try my best to last with him der yeahhs .
hahas . Takecaree too [:

To Xinpei : Hahas . Lover missyoos too x3s .
Meetups soon worhhs ! [:

2008-08-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

♥ 我不知道你对我的爱有多少

Helloos Everyonee [:
Im back aqain .
Back to update .
I love bears ..
Think of bears , remind me of those softtoys on my bed [:
IMISSALFRED !.
Alfred is my bear ..
Th one , which ie love most
&& its had qone missinq , nowhr to be found :C

HAPPYBIRTHDAY , DEAR [:
我的 Precious Waikit .
` Happy 16th birthday !.

Dear , 又老了一岁 . Hehhs [:
Someone officially sixteen alr ley .
Just some words from me to yoos :
Tkcarees of yurself alriqhts ?
May ue pass yur N-lvls .
Hope to meet ue soon . Haas .
&& lastly , Stay happy always :D

Din qo to school aqain today :x
Tomorrow , im qoinq [:
Meetinq Fiona in th morninq .

Stay-ed home . Play-ed Dance && Watch-ed show .
Finally , I've finished it alr .
Andy && Weiren came accompany me in th afternoon .
Had alot of fun in th process althouqh ,
most of th time we were watchinq th show .
Around seven plus ,
Chatted with Dear on MSN for awhile .
Thn , out to find Edwina .
Weiren brinq me qo dou fenq [:
Damn fun . I saw stars aqain .
She's like a star , star , star ..
I finally qot to qo out after beinq imprison at home for several days .
ILOVETODAY [:
Especially th bike rides .
Slack slack alittle while mre , jiu qo home lers .
Now , bloqqinq [:
Niqhts everyonee .

To Iris : hahass . very fast der uhs .
Today der thinq , when ie free thn tell ue [:

To Panphila : uhms , not as in qo celebrate .
Is qo find him . But , ie still din qet to see him .
Hahas . I don't really care lers uhs .
Im bored ! Meetups soooooon ! :x

2008-08-27T11:41:00.005+08:00

✖ 死掉了啦 :x

I know why ue say that . But , seriously Im sick && tired of it alr .

Im not sayinq that ie doesn't care for ue .

Im treatinq ue like how a friend normally will .

4months alr . I know .

If we're meant to be , tht time , we alr are .

Don't keep on tell me tht if i'm yur qirlf thn ue won't leave .

I knw you're not threateninq me by sayinq that

&& tryinq to tell me that ,

Im th only one who can hold ue back .

Im happy to knw that Im soo impt to ue .

But , ue left me with th choices of either be with yoos ,

or simply say byebyee to ue .

I really don't wish ue to leave for America as uure my friend .

My friend is qoinq so far away from me &&

ue told me that uu're miqht not be cominq back .

It hurts me alot to see such a close friend of mines to leave me ; Forever ..

Tuesday ; Yesterday .

life simply is borinq .

I hate beinq sick .

Overall , I spend almst all of my time , SLEEPING :x

Wednesday ; Today .

Suppose to qo to school today der .

But , somehow ie still feelinq unwell .

My marmiie suqqest to qo to school th nxt day instead .

So , MC extended :x

I couldn't even sleep properly .

Wokeup every few hours each time && find it super difficult to qet into sleep aqain .

I must qo to school tomorrow no matter wht .

I din qet to see any of my exam papers .

I quess , today shall be another day of rottinq :x

Tomorrow , Dear's birthday .

I wondered how am ie qoinq to find him tomorrow .

Awwws ..

Imissschool :C

Time for medicine :(

Byeeeees , everyonee .

IMISSWAIKIT :x

Tagges replies :

To Xinpei : Will der , will der [:
I want Chocolate ! c:

To Guest / SecretGuy : -.-'''
uhms , Its very obvious that uure JeremyHwanq !
Only Hwanq will keep on remember-inq Fiona's icecream .
Wait till ue think of what ie owe ue thn tell me lor .
Hahas [:
Is ue owe me thinq lor . Whr's my joke ?
If ie happens to be at Yishun , uure qoinq to be dead [:
Hehhhs . *EvilLauqhhs [:

To Iris : Yeahhs , Im quite oks .
Me too . Din see ue for soo lonq alr .
I've been home all day lonq .
Cannot tahan luhs . I wanna qo out ! :xx

To Isa : Ohhs . sure sure . I tell ue in school tomorrow [:
Panphila teach me der . haas .
uhms , how come ue din qo school worhhs .
Thanks [:
Tkecarees yeahhs ?.
btw , how come yur bloq cannot qo in der T.T

To Bridqet : Relink-ed alr [:
Cheerups yeahhs .
Tkecarees !

Messaqes Replies :

To Jordan : uhms , how come cannot qo back worhhs .
First time no halfday ley . Wierd siol .
Thn , wht time ue all dismiss ?

2008-08-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

♥ 狂风暴雨 , 不可能会有雨过天晴 .

Helloo everyonee [:

Venus is back here to post once aqain .

Currently , she have been sick , for twodays alr :x

Hiqhhfever ; Couqh ; Flu ; Sorethroat ; Headache ..

For th past oneday , totally no enerqy .

At least , now , she have been feelinq better alr [:

Still have th enerqy to bloq .

A qreat thanks to thise people who wish-ed me fast recovery [:

Thankthanks :D

Tkcarees of yur health , everyonee !

Saturday .

Went Pioneermall study with Edwina , Darrius && Kenneth .

Sudden rain on th way thr .

By th time ie reached Pioneermall , im alr all drenched .

Half-dried myself up in th toilet thn , jiu qo find Kenneth && Darrius .

Went in mac to study && eat .

Time passed by liddat ..

At arund seven in th niqht , left Pioneermall .

&& went to Garrison's house with Eric while Edwina went home for dinner .

After tht , Kenneth && Edwina came to Garrison's house .

Slack slack slack :xx

Garrison's nephew super obscene der lor .

Take off his trousers infront of me ! :xx

I almst faint laas ..

At thr , consider quite bored .

So , took some pictures [:

Don't know why , somehow bloqqer din let me upload photos AGAIN :x

Nevermindds , ie try uploadinq usinq th nxt post :D

Back to th post ,

Arund 9plusplus , everyone went home [:

Kenneth sent Edwina home while , Garrison essorted me home .

On th way home , Garrison slip-ed && fell .

Poor Garrison , hope tht uure fine [:

Reach-ed home ,

Bath && slp .

Sunday .

Th day ie qot sick :x

At home , slp .

Monday ; Today .

Wokeup && went to th doc at Pioneermall .

Wait-ed super lonq laas .

Got MC for today && tml ..

Had quite a number of disqustinq medicine to finish :xx

Went home , rest .

Sleep , wakeup , sleep , wakeup ..

Now , bloqqinq [:

Off to slp aqain lers .

Btw , my hp no money lers .

I will reply those msqes in my bloq , if ie can't uses my marmiie's fone to reply .

Niqhtniqhts everyonee [:

Tkcarees ..

To Xinqin : uhms , im not workinq everytime der [:
Only sometimes . Haas . So , no worries :D

To Elaine : Yeahhs lor . Don't knw whr ue fly to liaoos :x
Meetups soon alriqhts ? Missyoos luhs :xx

To Pamela : Thankthanks .
ue too [: Tkecarees ! [:

To Fiona : Hahas . okoks [:
I will der , tkecarees of yur health horhhs .
Goodluck for yur other papers too [:

To Panphila : okoks [:
This thurs free mahhs ? Kit bday worhhs .
We qo find him want ?
Liddat , jiu can meet dao lers lor [:

To Isabella : okoks [:
Will link ue soon . Hahas .

Messaqes replies

To Dennon : Thanks . I will qet well soon der [:
After ie topup , will messaqe ue der .
ue too , tkecarees .
Don't qo America yeahhs ?

To Elaine : Im alriqht [:
Thankthanks .

To Sharon : I will der . Thanks .

2008-08-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

♥ 原谅 , 也不能让我回头 .

Venus is back to postinq [:

She is somehow troubled for now && th past few days .

Problems , problems && problems ..

She doesn't seems to qet over with it .

Keep on couqhinq for th past few weeks .

It still doesn't heal && ie don't know why it's take such a lonq time to heal .

Wednesday .

I've forqotten wht had happened on tht day :x

Thursday .

Another day of examination ; POA paper ..

Wokeup at 6plus in th morninq .

Dilly , dally my way to qet ready && prepare for school .

Rush-ed off to cheers ; meet Sharon .

She overslept due to her medicine .

Walk-ed to school alone ..

On th way , th sky is once aqain . Nice [:

First time this year i'm early in school .

It's damn early . I reached at arund 6.30am .

Wait-ed for Sharon to come .

She qo throuqh POA with me . Last min revision :c

Thanks Sharon once aqain [:

Off to assembly ..

Blahblahblahhs .

Thn , POA paper ..

Aiminq for above 10marks this time [:

Free period ; slack && chat-ed .

After recess , continue-d on with Enqlish lesson .

Watch-ed Rattatouine [ paisehhs , idk how to spell ]

Super cute luhs , th rat !

Anyone can cook ; includinq rats :D

Im thinkinq , in theirs rats' world . Did they cook ?

Awws . It's a pity tht Remy is a rat :/

Get back physics paper after that .

MrChua siaoos der lor . He uses one niqht to finish markinq those paper .

Continue-d , th show durinq CEP .

Th rest of th period , free period :c

Off to play pinq-ponq qame && Home-d [:

Friday ; Today .

Din went to school today .

I pon diaoos . As , I don't feel like qoinq :x

Wokeup as usual .

Prepare && qet ready ..

Off to JP interchanqe meet Edwina .

Brouqht breakfast to basement ; eat :DD

Bus-ed to 850 find WaikitDear && Darrius .

Slack , slack-ed , talk , talk-ed .

While waitinq for Kenneth to come down .

Thn , bus-ed to Polyclinic pei Dear see doctor .

He's havinq fever ! :xx

Kenneth went to see a chinese doctor .

Down to 851 , eat lunch .

Walk-ed to Kenneth's house .

Watch-ed DVD thn , play-ed with doqqie .

I forqot wht's th name alr . Awws , Nevermindds :x .

Bus-ed home .

Takecaree of WaikitDear [:

He fever still make th effort to send me home .

Ilovehim laas [:

Pei him sleep thn arund 10 , he went home .

Now , bloqqinq [:

Off to slp alr .

Im super duper tired ! Tomorrow , im slackinq at home ie quess .

Not workinq alr lers :x

Niqhts everyone <3s>

I really don't understand why ue said tht it's his fault of th brkinq up of us .

Is like , I swear . It's not bcos of him .

I really hope ue could understand wht ie meant .

I told ue , I will only re-consider yoos after my relationship with him is over .

Please Don't come && ask me aqain .

I could let ue wait , but , just don't ask it aqain :x

To Cheeporkshan : okoks [:
Btw , Im NOT a nurse laas . I don't knw any medical ley . Haha !

To Iris : okoks . I will der [:

To Michelle : Thanks [: Gees .. will der .

To Edwina : Haha ! Too tired liaoos mahhs .
I update alr lers lor [:

To Panqpanq : Wahhhs ! Second Yeesenq :x

To Panphila : Sure [:
Aiyahhs . Haha . Yarhhs lor . Neverminds laas .
Still qot chancce der luhs .
Imy laas .

To Cassandra : okoks [:
OMG ~ new link aqain worhhs .
uhms , will relink ue asap der . No worries (:

To Xinpei : Imissyoos too ! <3

2008-08-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

I love th hair of th qirl above .

Damn nice luhs . Her eyelashes super pretty uhs :x

Anyway , notice th chinese words [:

uhms , Im tired alr .

I qo slp lers .

Taqs && Post will be post tomorrow .

Sorry everyone !

Super tired ..

As usual , I still miss my dear :c

2008-08-19T20:22:00.006+08:00

♥ 我并不是你们想象中的那么快乐 .

Tuesday ,

another borinq day of th week . Nothinq seems to make my day .

Wokeup late once aqain . My marmiie din wake me up .

I jumped up frm bed because of some wierd dream of mine .

Prepared && qet ready for school .

Stroll to Mrt station ..

Meet dao Suchin thr . Walk-ed to school with her .

Studied on th way [:

Assembly ..

Off to claasss .

Social Studies && e.Maths .

After Social Studies paper , revise for maths awhile .

Thanks Sharon ! For explaininq to me [:

She was like , 再念一遍 . 再念多一遍 .

Thanks to her 多一遍 , ie memorise der fomulae [:

Recess ..

Normal lesson resume .

Im thinkinq , how come we can't qo home after exam . But , to stay for lesson .

Enqlish period , read maqazine && newspapers .

Discuss about our newspaper collections as well as teacher's day schedule .

Those activities arranqe on teacher's day seems to be fun :D

Followed by Physics ..

Super bored der laas . I nearly sleep :x

lalalas ..

Maths claass ,

Mrchew went throuqh th answer of th common test paper we did this morninq .

I've failed , for sure .

Aqain . I knew , ie will never pass no matter how hard ie tried .

I couldn't finished my Social Studies =/

Went home after that :D

Stopped by Juronqpoint to pack my lunch .

遇到Weiren . He said he went to ask for job enquiries .

Walk-ed to interchanqe tqtr .

遇到Junkanq too [ he seems fierce ] :x

I today , 遇到很多人ley .

Home-ed .

Slack , sleep , study .

Tomorrow , Physics && Chem paper .

I don't understand what im studyinq for th two subjects .

DEADDDD :x

Nevermindds , Waikit Dear says , 有尽力就好了 .

Goinq sleep aqain [:

Off to my lalas-land .

How ie wish , ie could forever happily stay in my lalas-land .

Recently , keep on feel like sleepinq .

Don't know what's happeninq to me luhs .

Don't feel like talkinq much too .

Im wierd ..

Goodniqhts everyone , sweetdreams .

Imissmydear .. T.T

To Xinpei : Hahas . will der , will der [:

To Iris : Sure , but , ue ask whether she wanna help anot first uhs [:
Cheerups worhhs .

To Sharon : Haha . Thanks [:
Its okays , really . Like ue said , its th past .
Wht's matters is th future isn't ?.
I will try to hanq on && not let qo .
Jiay0uus too . Its really not easy [:

2008-08-18T23:49:00.004+08:00

To Dear : I don't want world war worhhs .
Ltr , not only my block collaspe uhs .
Play with ue house war jiu hao lers :x
Alriqhts , ie know yur hair qrowinq der worhhs [:

To Panphila : Yeahhs .
He's Weiren . Uhms , missyoos too worhhs :x

To Iris : Wahhhs ! First time siol .
uhms , see first uhs .
ue qo where buy first worhhs ?.

To Xinpei : hahas . Meet me lor [:

To Sharon : Thanks uhs [:
I will jiay0uus der .
Thanks for those encouraqement ue qave me [:
ue too . Jiay0uus (:

2008-08-18T22:55:00.005+08:00

♥ 我已学会寂寞的滋味 ; 一个人 .

TODAY .

Wokeup late aqain .

i think ie off my alarm clock && went to sleep aqain .

Glad that my marmiie wake me up .

Get ready && off to school [:

Reached school quite early today .

Assemble thn went back to class .

Had Geoqraphy && Enqlish paper .

Geoqraphy , cfm die der .

I din manaqed to finish th paper .

Blahblahblahh :x

Chinese , free period .

Chatt-ed as usual .

Suchin , Takecaree yeahhs ?.

POA lesson , as usual .

Finally , Socialstudies ; MsTan qo for th oral thinqqy .

Left us with free time to finish our worksheets .

Train-edd back home [:

Eat , sleep .

Damn tired worhhs .

Marmiie called .. Say , Robin tio kick by someone in school .

Ask me qo fetch me earlier .

Weiren pei me qo [:

Waited for him damn lonq lor .

5mins to dismissal still ask me qo fetch him :x

Went back home .

Robin , Alvin , Weiren && me ,

Dinner-ed tqtr [:

Not lonq after , Iris came too !

She brouqht her food to my hse && eat with us :D

My house damn re nao lor .

I super lonq hasn't have this kind of feelinqs lers .

Feel that everyone is soo close tqtr .

Eat finish lers , watched tv tqtr .

After everyone qo lers , study lor .

Study halfway , super feel like sleepinq uhs .

Now , bloqqinq && off to revise somemore && sleep lers .

There's still exam tomorrow .

Thanks qirls , for sayinq those encouraqinq words [:

I really appreciate it .

Niqhts everyone !

Goodluck for exams , Jiay0uus ! [:

I've chanqed ie realised .

To someone whom ie don't know .

Thanks , sisters whom cheer me up .

In school , outside && At home .

Im different . I don't find commons in th three of them .

Anyways , just hope that someone could understand me .

Understand what i'm thinkinq && stuffs .

Thanks my boy ,

for cheerinq me up && encouraqe me to move on .

Iloveyoos ` .

2008-08-17T22:37:00.010+08:00

♥ 会有属于我自己的童话吗 ?.

Im BOREDD .

Seriously , nothinq to bloq about recently .
Rottinq && studyinq .
I miss my dear !
Must wait till thursday thn can meet him worhhs .
Due to my exams .

Saturday .
Wakeup , bath && off to Edwina's house .
Waited for her to bath hao .
Waikit came . Meet him downstair , off to 948 .
Skipppppp .
Went back to 948 aqain .
Slack awhile , qo 851 slack .
Thn , qo Gekpoh watched they all play Dota .
Went home after that .
Reached home not lonq , went out to Aunt's house .
Shuhui's bdae .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .
They early celebrate , it's suppose to be tml .
Took quite alot of pictures .
Got bully by my cousins :x
Aunt force me to face der camera .
Th face cfm very kuku der lor :x
Din qet to see der pictures luhs .
Went home after that .

TODAY .
Rot at home !.
Tht's all . Now , bloqqinq .
After th rain , th sky was damn pretty laas .

是不是我们所谓的雨过天晴 ?.

damn bored laas .
Its seems like no one went out today .
Jiay0uus for tml's paper .

Shot yesterday [:

Birthday qirl with th biq white bear [:

Anqela && Shuhui [:

Funny shot of my cousins [:
I don't know why , they just love th camera [:

Lit yonqjun && th biq white bear [:

Cute riqht ?. Hahas .
Alriqhts , Im off to slp lers everyone .
Niqhts && Sweetdreams [:

Imissyoos .
Till Thursday :x
Don't luan worhhs .
Feelinqs is liddat der .
Sometimes , its just qoes th opp of wht we expected .
wo hao xianq ni worhhs .
No matter wht ,
ie will support ue like th way ue support me [:
wo men yi qi jiay0uus bahhs :D
Iloveyoos` .

To Guest : o.o !
ue wait lor :D

To Dear : hahas . yeahhs !
Im qoinq to miss yoos aqain lers worhhs .
Henq , not world war .
if not , my house alr collasped liaoos lers [:
Yur frinqe really qrow damn fast laas .
Mine like th same ley :x

To Panphila : Imissyoos too !
After thursday , jiu can qo out lers [:

To Panqpanq : LOLs . He rape my bear ley .
I bo bianns der mahhs [;

To Junkai : hahas . xiexie worhhs .

To Lisa : sunnu , missyoos luhs . uhms , thanks for th taq [:
Takecarees eh ! x3 .

To Iris : Haas ! miss me ahhs ?.
Walk afew steps to my house jiu can lers [:
uhms , ie update lers worhhs .
Takecarees worhhs ! .

To Pamela : Thanks :D
ue too , last lonq with Darrius .
Thanks for th taqqed too [:

2008-08-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

♥ 我已要不回之前所对你有的爱

Din went school for two days alr .

woahhs . Is like , some sort of miss school worhhs .

Today && yesterday , dear came my house .

Thanks for accompany me .

Damn funny lor , we both like havinq war . keep on kickinq && fiqhtinq :x

Super fun laas , miss him lers uhs .

Jus nw , weiren pua stun .

After his work brouqht me supper && alr outside my hse thn call me .

Thanks for th french fries worhhs (:

Now , qo sleep lers . Tml , qoinq school lers .

Promise dear && fellow friends already .

Dear , jiay0uus once aqain :D

Goodniqhts everyones .. =.o

♥ VENUSS `

To Iris :
Aiyohhs . Dont qo pierce laas . Since yur marmiie don't allow thn jiu dont pierce . Ltr , she take away yur freedom becos of tht jiu not qood lers uhs . uhms , ue always out of th house der lor :x

To Dear :
Wahhs .! uhms , my frinqe cominq back lers . wait a few mre months .. Thanks worhhs , accompany me . Althouqh , we like havinq war liddat but , very fun ley .

To Cassandra :
Will relink ue soon der (: uhms , shi lian der zi wei . Now still have . But , dont know how come its doesnt want to play :x

To Panphila :
Lovesss tooo <3s>
To Edwina :
Imissyoos too lurhs . hahas . we will meet up soon der . I try uhs . mayb after nxt thurs cause , my exam will finish by then . hahas . takecaree ehhs . Sometimes , jio me out also lurhs :D

2008-08-11T19:34:00.007+08:00

♥ 能不能不要离我而去 ?.

-- Some thinqs are not meant to be said .

I just don't understand why can't my own parents have trust in me .

Im their dauqhter , unless im adopted .

Thn , iie have nothinq to say .

Sometimes , im wonderinq , am iie a stranqer to them ?.

I hate it when they check on me .

Check my baq && others stuffs .

Im a human too oks ?.

I still have feelinqs && my own privacy der lor .

Why can't th both of them put themselves in my shoes ?.

How would they feel ?.

I admit , Im useless && stupidd .

I hate studyinq , iie dislike school .

So ?. That doesnt mean tht im bad .

its not fair to judqe people this way .

I don't want a family which don't trust me .

My brother steal , but iie dont .

They din evidence && put on prevention on me .

Fuckk larhhs .

If this is wht family will do , iie rather be on my own .

I rather don't have a family .

I rather just die off .

Currently , Rottinq in proqress =.o

Im Boreddddddd :x

I slept at 3am yesterday niqht .

Chat-ed with Dear ..

We chat-ed abt alot of stuffs .

But , its secret of wht we both talks about . Haas c:

Wokeup at eleven this morninq .

Bath-ed && Get ready .

Out to movie (:

Watch-ed , qian bu qou yonq 2 .

Th show , damn nice luhs .

I wanna watch 12 lian hua .

So , ppls who are intendinq to watch tht movie ,

jio me qo worhs c:

Watched finish , jiu qo home lers .

Intend to eat thn qo out find dear ders .

But , he say he qoinq home soon lers .

In th end , stay at home lor .

now , bloqqinq .

Tml , school aqain . Boreddd :x

Ilovexionqxionq ♥

Haas .

A new bear tht iie receive today (:

A qift frm weiren ; he's back frm msia .

Welcome xionqxionq to my softtoyys family :D

* clapps clappps ..

Thanks weiren for th qift :D

To Those N-lvls student , Jiay0uus worhhs .

Especially , Panphila && Dear (:

-- Sadd ; 2monthhs ..

Its doesn't seems to be lonq nor short .

I will missyoos ders .

To me , 2monthhs very lonq ley .

Jiay0uus for yur N-lvls alriqhts ?.

I wonder in this 2monthhs ,

Wht will happen ..

sienn diaoos .. ~

Cfm missyoos dao siaoo lor .

Jialatt .. ~

To Panphila sister : Yeahhs .. Im
super boredd . Everyone like separated lers uhs .
Since Nationalday .. Imissyoos as well as Waikit &&
Edwina .
sienn ley . Aiyohhs . Everyone qoinq to be super busy frm now
onwards .

To Dear : Hahas .. Yeahhs . Grow
liaoos lor . But , cfm win bu dao der laas .
Even yur tail also qone liaoos lers . I have nothinq to pull
lers ehhs .
Sad diaoos lor . 2monthhs worhhs . I din knw yur hair shoot
der nehs . Hahas ..

To Iris : Im BOREDDD too . Recently
, we both have been rottinq horhhs :x .
Sienn diaoos lor . Nothinq to do except studyinq der .

To Xinpei : Helloss (:

2008-08-10T10:39:00.006+08:00

♥ 我依然还是习惯不来 , 没有你的呼吸 ..

我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你 ..

Venus is back ..

Wokeup at 8plus this morninq .

Somehow , din able to sleep .

Mayb , iie have been sleepinq too much recently .

My sleepinq hours has increase .

I wokeup at 3pm yesterday .

Slept at 9pm .

My sleepinq time is even qreater thn my active time .

SATURDAY .

Whole day rottinq .

I din went out yesterday .

Stay home for th whole day .

BOREDDD :x

I din even qet a sinqle qlimpse of my lappy .

Thts mother of mines laas .

use th lappy of th wholeday ,

&& my desktop is beinq booked by my two brothers .

Even television , Alvin also fiqht with me .!

sms-inq th wholeday .

Thanks to those who accompany me sms ytd :DD

I still din qet to chanqe my phone .!

Nevermindds , iie will still wait :x

Th weather was still soo fine jus nw ,

&& now , its started to have a downpour .

FRIDAY .

National day celebrations c:

Super boredd && hot .

Went to school with Yeesenq , Iris && Jamie .

meet Fiona at bus-stop .

walked to schh .

Almst late for sch :c

Blahblahblahhhs :x

Carnival ..

Went to our stall && helped to eat :D

Super delicious laas .

i brouqht 3 sticks for th nuqqets && stuffs .

munchh it all dwn .

Others classmates , started fire .

&& benq satay .

Alamakks ..

Alot of smoke lor . But , its smells nice (:

Th rest of th satay , instead of benq-inq ; they fried it .

Not bad eh .

Next time iie shuld try deep fryinq satays :DD

After schh , rush home chanqe with Fiona .

Saw Weiren && Andy at my hse dwnstair .

All went up tqtr .

Brouqht alot of 100plus out .

Chanqe , chanqe , chanqe .

OUT :D

Walk them to th MRT station .

On th way , alot of funny thinqs happened .

Dunnknw wht Weiren say to Andy ..

make Andy split out his 100plus o.<

Fiona lauqhed till face red aqain lor .

Reached MRT thr .

Waited for Andy to locked his bicycle .

Its seems to take aqes laas .

In th end , he was chattinq with William && Edmund :x

Done liaoos , they went in th MRT thinqqy .

Left me alone :x

Somehow , iie feel like im in th airport .

Like sendinq them off liddat .

All stand thr , shout my name thn wave qoodbye .

I almst shouted , I oso wann qo with ue all ley .

Thn , called dear .

Lazyyybumm lor him .

Still slpinq .

Walked to Panphila's hse dwnstair .

Slack slack awhile jiu qo find Junkanq .

Waited for him at his hse dwnstair .

walked to 851 .

Eat thr , while waited for dear to come .

Blahblahblahhs .

bus-ed to Juronqeast afterwards .

Meet Edwina they all at IMM thr .

Go inside play play .

As Da-boy && Bear qo bank dunnknw do wht thinq .

Kenneth , Da-boy && Junkanq keep on snatch my dear .

Waikit call me his maid eh .

Anqry lor .! :x

blahblahblahhs .

Bus-ed back .

My head , keep on hit dao thinqs .

Alamakks . Im qoinq to be super stoopid soon .

Eat at 851 jiu qo 948 .

lalalalas .

Xionq && dear walked me home .

Go home , be piqqy liaoos .

Super tiredd .

TODAY .

So far , nothinq happened .

Shuld be continue to rot at home :x

Raininq .!

晴天 , 快快回来 :D

-- 我的脑海一直浮现出我们的回忆 .
你是我的缘分吗 ? ..
当我已不属于你的时候 ,
你才来紧紧抱着我不放 .
想说的话 , 说不出口 .
他 , 对我很好 .
我 , 却一直想着你 .

To No name : Some sort bahhs .

To Iris : o.o ? Aiyohhs . I relink ue lers :DD

To Dear : hahas . hmms , iie will wait der . But horhh , ur hair really qrow very fast ley :x

To Joysaa : hahhs . Thanks for th taq c: Relink lers . see ue in schh :D

2008-08-10T09:01:00.006+08:00

♥ Quiz ; ..

The last person that tag me is none other then :

-- Iris .

2. My relationship with him/her is :

-- Sister .

3. Your five impression of him/her :

-- Cute , Funny , Nice , Carinq && Cheerful .

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for me :

-- Idk eh .

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you :

-- I hate yoos :x

6. If he/she become your lover, you will :

-- If this happens , my dear will ditch me eh :/

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be :

-- Im NOT les laas .

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will :

-- I will cry .

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be :

-- Can't think of it .

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is :

-- style her hair :DD

11. Your overall impression on him/her is :

-- I love her .

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :

-- siaoo .

13. The characters you love yourself are :

-- uhms , love to sleep ?..

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself is :

-- Alot . It will be in a list .

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them :

-- Thanks :D , Iloveyoos ♥

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons in your links that you wished to know how they feel about you :

1. Edwina .

2. Panphila .

3. Waikit .

4. Weiren .

5. Iris .

6. Fiona .

7. Huitinq .

8. Xinpei .

9. Junze .

10 . Yeesenq .

18. Who does No.4 likes now?

` No.4 ; Weiren .

-- He likes .. Aiyahhs . Ask him yurself c:

19. Is No.3 a male or female?

` No.3 ; Waikit .

-- Male .

20. If No.3 and No.6 are together is a good thing?

` No.3 ; Waikit && No.6 ; Fiona .

-- I will qo crazy eh . My boyf && qoodfrenn :c

21.What is No.2 studying about?

` No.2 ; Panphila .

-- o.o ? study those subjects she took lor .

22. When was the last time you had a chat with No.5?

` No.5 ; Iris .

-- Yesterday :DDD

23. What kind of music band does No.1 like?

` No.1 ; Edwina .

-- uhms , im not sure :x

24. No.7 have any siblings?

` No.7 ; Huitinq .

-- Idk uhs .

25. Will you woo No.2?

` No.2 ; Panphila .

-- Nope , as she alr mines o.<

26. How about No.3?

`No.3 ; Waikit .

-- He's alr my boyf :DDD

27. Is No. 9 single ?

` No.9 ; Junze .

-- Yarhhs .

28. What is the surname of No.8?

`No.8 ; Xinpei .

-- Idk .

29. What's the hobby of No.6?

` No.6 ; Fiona .

-- ermms , dance ?.

30. Does No.8 and No.9 get along well?

` No.8 ; Xinpei && No.9 ; Junze .

-- They dunn even knw eachother laas :x

31. Where is No.4 Studying?

` No.4 ; Weiren .

-- Not studyinq .

32. Talk something casually about No.1

` No.1 ; Edwina .

-- Sisters for nine years , cheerful && carinq qirl . Simply , Loveher ♥

33. Have you tried developing feelings for No.10?

` No.10 ; Yeesenq .

-- NOO .

34. Where does No.7 lives at?

` No.7 ; Huitinq .

-- Sinqapore .

35. What colour does No.4 like?

` No.4 ; Weiren .

-- He lovees BLUE .

36. Are No.6 and No.8 best friend?

` No.6 ; Fiona && No.8 ; Xinpei .

-- They dunnknw each other as well .

37. Does No.3 keep any pets?

` No.3 ; Waikit .

-- Idk . Ask him .

38. Is No.2 the sexiest person in the world?

` No.2 ; Panphila .

-- Yeahhs .

39. What is No.5 doing now?

` No.5 ; Iris .

-- Standard , sleeepinq :D

Venus finally finished th quiz .

Super lonq laas .

Aiyohhs . Abit inloqical uhs .

Nevermindds .

2008-08-07T21:12:00.006+08:00

你不会明了孤单的滋味 , 也无法了解我对你的暧昧 ♥

I love th pic above , damn nice .

Its shows how im feelinq now .

Somehow , wo hiqh bu qi lai uhs .

Anyways , im back :D

Im consider happy today alriqhts .

So , ppl don't ask me to cheerups yeahhs .

Meet dao dear lers .

Tht lazyyy bummmm :x

Althouqh , its only for awhile .

Recently , im feelinq not soo well .

Tired bodohh . Super feel like slpiinq eh .

I somehow became piq lers lor . Wakeup , slp , eat ..

&& th cycle continues on .

Don't knw whts wronq with me too .

Had a super headache . Alamakks .

Yesterday , late for schh .

Twice alr , in this term .

Run 8 rounds :x

Back to class , everyone thot iie jus qot back frm a marathon .

Sweatinq all over laas && Its hot .

Free periodd .

Had our soo called " confrontation " .

lalalalas ~

Lesson , lesson && lesson .

Super bored laas .

Durinq maths class , mrchew showed us photos on ..

I forqt wht's its called .

I only rmbed its somethinq super qross .

Somehow is photos of a dead man && doctors are openinq up his corspe .

Findinq out why did th man died for no reasons .

It said to be tht man just died when he reaches th custom :x

Mrchew explains tht , tht dead man over thr smuqqle druqs .

He swallow alot of th druqs .

&& one of it burst thn th poison of th druq made him died on th spot .

Th doctors really took out those druqs .

Put tqtr , its made up almst one cup .

Lanlan rushes off to th toilet after tht .

POA lessons followed on .

BOREDDDD .!

Poor phone of mines , iie dropped it into th water .

smsinq while im bathinq .

In th end , my LCD , no liqht .!

I sleep for almst th wholeday .

TODAY .

Din went to schh .

Headache , my head almst burst .

Continue on slp slp .

Phone no liqht , super xinku .

I cant read msqes when im in my room when its dark .

Wokeup , studied my maths .

I really did oks .

Chanqed phone . I qonna chanqed it aqain later C:

Don't knw whether can qet it by today anot .

Thn , went out to meet dear && edwina they all .

lalalalas ~

slack slack awhile ,

walk home with panphila , edwina && huitinq .

stopped by panphila's house to qet dear's cardi && her red shirt .

Thanks for lendinq it to me , sister :D

If not , tml , im deadd :x

Went home after tht .

Continue on slpinq && eatinq .

Im bcuminq piq alr . Ahhh ! :x

Schh aqain tml . Carnival .

BOREDDDDD .

Hope , it would be fun uhs .

Nowhr to qo tml .

Ppls , jio me out ley .

I miss my dear uhs .

♥ VENUSS `

-- Takecaree . you'll be leavinq spore tml .

Pleaseee , takecaree of urself .

I will not be thr for ue as much as in th past .

But , promise me , stay happy && takecaree . \-

To Iris : Yarhhs . Alamakks . Dunn soo fierce laas . Hmms , Jasmin lor . My xinqan :D

To Yo : Lols . Even ue dunn say , iie oso knw who are you . Alamakks . Typinq still arund thr der .

To Xinpei : Haas . Yeahhs lor . I wann my chocolatee laas ~ . Im in love with it >.<

To Dear : Hahas . CANN .! ~ see , ue can win taxidriver . But , im sure . ue cant win my frinqe :D

2008-08-06T00:39:00.006+08:00

我的世界悄悄的在下雨 ;
我要美丽的爱情 ♥

UPDATEEEE .!

Im boredd .

At this time , im suppose to be slpinq alr .

Idk uhs , suddenly dunn feel like slpinq althouqh im tired .

Chanqed bloqskin , sonqs && updated .

My wishlist hasnt been updated .

I will update it some others time .

I din went to schh aqain .

Overslept .

When I reached th schh qate , im alr late .

Soo , back home && slpp .

Piq hurrs :x

Lalalas ~

Arund afternoon , went qekpoh find edwina && panphila .

Thn , slack slack with others .

Go up Huitinq's house .

Oh man , I love her house .!

Got piano ders . How iie wish iie have one at home .

After Huitinq bath , went dwn to 812 bball court .

Waited for Waikit to come .

Play , play , play :DD

I scratch kenneth . Sorry uhs .

His arm qot blue-black due to me :x

Sorry sorry , iie din do it on purpose der .

Edwina && Panphila qo lers , damn bored laas .

Can say sit thr rot uhs :x

After tht , slack awhile mre jiu bus-ed home lers .

Waikit walk-ed me to th bus stop .

He din send me home as he's lazy .!

He pon his mock test aqain . alamakks .!

After iie reach home ,

iie helped Iris style hair . Wheeeeets .!

Quite nice eh . But , she doesnt seems to like it .

Sadddddddddddddddddddd :x

Fiona called me when iie was slackinq .

Waikit answered th call .

Thn act those wierd wierd sound .

when iie qet th phone , she was cryinq .

I stun uhs , iie thot waikit scared her :x

Poooooor Fiona .

In th end , not bcus of waikit ..

Time check , 1am alr .

tml schoolinq . rawrrrrs .!

How iie wish iie din have school .

Off to slp alr .

Niqhts everyone .

I will keep my bloq updated .

-- Had a new qans today ; xinqan :DD

♥VENUSS `

To Cheeporksan : LOL . whenever iie qo to schh , iie dunn see ue :c
To Guest : yarhhs . i knw who are you . Aiyoohh . Just put ur name laas c:
To Panphila : I told ue lers . Haiis . Complicateddd :x
To Waikit : Hahas . Ilove pullinq ur tail lor . Hmms , taxidriver jealous of ur hair lers laas .
To Jasmin : Hahas . link ue lers . Xinqan , takecaree :D
To Iris : hmms , iie nxt time thn do okayys ?. Im tired lers . haas . Sorry uhs :x

2008-08-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Its had been a lonq time since iie updated .
Super damn lots of thinqs had happened .
Yesterday , ahboy's birthday .
Went Tamah Green Park celebrate .
Lalalas . ~
Had alot of fun .
Dance performance over there (:
Yuanchinq hiphop dance make alot of them liu bi xue siak .
Too sexy lers uhs :x
Hahas .
Ahboy birthday , both him && Edwina very cham .
Waikit's birthday cominq lers .
2808 .
I told them , iie break on tht day && patch back th next day :x
Poor waikit , or maybe , iie just qo MIA .
I very bad siak .
Thn , we cab here , cab thr .
On th way back to 851 , waikit chi taxidriver der vineqar .
Slack slack , jiu qo sonqka .
Thn , played DJ max .
Kenneth pei me home , while th rest , dwn to recharqe (:
Today ,
wokeup , waste time thn bath hao lers , qo find edwina .
Meet dao Andy && weiren .
Go 948 tqtr .
Thn qo 851 with huitinq , waikit they all .
Edwina couldn't come as she qot work .
Slack slack slack .
Went pioneer mall with waikit , lester && his stead .
Pei waikit && lester qo cut hair .
I couldnt recoqnise waikit after th haircut siak .
He cut dao , kam cute laas .
But still abit wierd .
He still look better with his frinqe .
Slack slack aqain .
Thn , cab home .
Waikit send me home jiu qo lers .
Chatted with weiren outside my house .
As , he waited for me th whole afternoon thr .
Went home . Eat && Im here :D
Tomorrow , schoooool .!
Rawrrrrs . I hate it laas :x

0108080000 .

2008-07-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

Update .
Yesterday , update halfway .
Din post up in th end .
Too tired .
Went sleepinq instead .
Today , im not in th mood .
I made someone anqry aqain .
I did wronq thinqs aqain .
1 . Din inform him .
2 . Usinq someone hp instead of others .
3 . Im in fault .

I was sick , so din went sch .
went polyclinic .
Din inform him , my fault .
I apoloqise , sorry .
Thn , iie went meet edwina && panphila .
Edwina's phone no money ,
Panphila's bill burst ,
I use someone phone to contact him instead of others .
my fault once aqain , Im sorry aqain
&& iie apoloqise .

Hes super anqry && disappointed in me .
I know tht .
He said tht im annoyinq .
I shuld have knw tht .
I shouldnt be soo annoyinq .
wantinq to stick to him too much .
I understand how he feels .
but , who understands how iie feel .
I wanted him to care for me ,
love me && just showed , showered me with more love of his .
Thinqs jus turned out opposite .
He asked me not to fan him ,
&& iie will .
Im sorry .

Hope tht after he anqry finish ,
he would come back to me .
Somehow iie feel ,
he won't .
Santa , qrant my wish .
i just hope he could be happy .
Its my fault , all my fault ..
Im jus not fit enouqh to be his qirlfriend .
Theres some other qirls are thr better thn me isnt ?.
To reply to his bloq ,
iie still love him .
I would never said tht out .
Cause , im still in love with him .
18 more days .
Could we qo further && qo throuqh obstacles tqtr ?.
Trust , ..
His trust in me
&& my trust in him is jus not stronq enouqh .

Genie , ..
how iie wish he could spend abit mre time with me .
Jus abit mre .
I don't wish to ask much .
Just mre time with him ,
&& wo yi man zu lers .

Its breaks my heart .

Weiren , woaieni .

2008-07-25T22:05:00.006+08:00

I love those peoples above :D

&& weiren too .

Din have his pics :x

I had qreat fun with them this few days .

Hohoho .!

Sorry for not updatinq my bloq .

Din have th time && too tired to update .

Recently , keep on qoinq out with

Waikit , Edwina , Panphila && Taochenq .

Fun fun fun .!

Idk wht to updae alr ley .

Alot of thinqs happened .

But , forqot almst half of it .

Let me rewind abit thn briefly talk abt this few days .

WEDNESDAY .

iie forqt alr .

SKIPPPPPPPPP :x

THURSDAY .

lalalas .

went out with edwina they all .

accompany her to polyclinic .

Thn , edwina they all qo lalalas .

pei waikit wait for his turn to see th doctor .

Next , find edwina they all .

She qo take her medicine .

Thn , qo panphila's house .

Watched kids central ; Dora th explorer .

Edwina && I response to th TV .

Now , think of it . Abit retarted eh .

Busedd to JP .

Meet weiren , they off to arcade .

Played ddr .

Weiren && me qo eat . th rest , qo play .

Done eatinq , qo mac find them .

lalalaas .

Go 946 .

Chinleh vs weiren .

Whooooo .

lalalalas .

Slack slack slack .

went home .

TODAY .

Din went school .

Overslept .

Wokeup at 12 .

Online awhile , qo bath .

Meet edwina , qo find panphila they all .

Awhile ltr , waikit , taochenq && kenneth came .

lalalas .

went ahboy house .

Stand outside thr , sinq sinq sinq .

Thn , qo playqround slack .

Waikit sit on th thinq thinq ,

iie qo push arund .

Wahahahas .!

Lalalalas .

Went 946 awhile , went home .

Say wann qo dwn der , in th end , never lers .

Now , bloqqinq :D

Off cookinq instant noodle .

Im hunqry aqain :x

Niqhts everyone .

My dear , dear friends , dunn puff puff too much horhh .

Takecare of ue all der health :D

Thanks for all those fun eh .

Those sad der , cheerup .

Those happy der , continue happy .

Those hyper der , qoes mre hyper .!

♥ VENUSS `

2008-07-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

Update .
Oks .
Briefly talk abt wht happened today .
Morninq , went schh .
SCHOOL .! ~
After school , went school library with Fiona awhile .
Thn , qo Juronq lake while waitinq for ysenq .
Chat with Guekchee , Fiona && Saunders .
Ysenq damn slow laas , oks ?.
Actually meetinq Edwina der .
Due to too late alr , jiu meiyou meet lers .
Edwina needs reach home at five .
Go kopitiam eat lunch ,
Bused home .
Reach home , fa dai der whole day .

I din keep on to my promise .
I really din cared about his feelinqs .
This time , im really wronq .
I shuld have inform him earlier .
Forqet to msqq him , isnt an excuse .
Im sorry for wht ive done .
I hope everythinq doesnt qoes wronq =x
Duibuqi . I knw uure hurt .

2008-07-18T14:11:00.002+08:00

A update to those past events .

July , worst month of this year .
I burned my finqer today durinq dnt .
Dnt period is always a " injurinq period " for me .
Yesterday , that stupid screwdriver hit me while im screwinq th screw .
Its not th screwdriver which moved , is th stupid hands of mine .
Din even knw how to hold it properly
&& today qot burned by th thinqy .

Yesterday yesterday , hit by netball on my left eye durinq PE :x
Th ball jus fly over && my face qot smack by it .
Stupid rebounce of th ball .

This few days , im totally moodless .
Because of th brkup .
I still love him as much as last time .
It has been th most saddeninq thinq for me , seriously .
I keep tellinq myself , iie must be happy .
I must not let my friends , sisters , family && him especially ,
worry about me .
But ,
Whenever im alone , iie would think of him && tears will start to form .
I miss him . I wonder did he think of me ?.
He seems to be much more happier without me .
Did my presence make him not happy ?.
Sometimes , I just hope tht iie could be with him aqain .
Proof to him that iie really love him
&& make him understands my feelinqs towards him .
Stupid isnt ?. Haas .
But still , Im qoinq to wait .
Wait till th day when he discover im still there for him .
I hope that day comes .
Sayinq qoodbye to eachother , its hurtinq .
I din reqret steadinq with him neither do iie hate him .
As lonq as hes happy , whatever iie do is just worth it .
Im smilinq on th outside , bleedinq in th inside .
Althouqh , it hurts .
But , iie still have th urqe to be by his side && shares my everythinq with him .
I miss him , iie really do .
I really hope hes doinq fine .
Upon hearinq tht hes emo , im worried .
How iie wish im just riqht beside of him && cheer him up .
Instead of watchinq frm faraway , hidinq .
In my heart , theres always a place for him , waitinq for him to be back .
I cherish him but , why did iie still lose him ?.
This question have been with me eversince th brkup .
Yesterday , iie passed-by alot of places .
Filled with memories of this past two months .
I miss those times when he ride me home .
I always feel safe with him by my side .
It all flashed passed my mind .
His concentration when hes playinq basketball ,
Everythinq he did .
Those photos he laminated for me ,
his smile && lauqhters .
I watched th thinqy iie made for him on our first month .
I really enjoyed .
But now ,
I just couldnt smile && lauqh like last time .
I feel tht im wearinq a mask with a smiley on it .
Just puttinq up an act of beinq happy .
Who really understands how im feelinq ?.
No one iie quess .
Its terrible .
I quess , those words are true .
Lovinq someone , is to tolerate && qive in .
Willinq to sacrifise for him .
For now , iie quess iie could only see him frm far
&& wish hes happy .

他 , 永远都不会了解我对他的暧昧 .
我只好相信他总有一天会回来 ,
期待着 , 盼望着那一天会实现 .
星星 , 这是我想实现的愿望 .

Thanks these people for beinq there for me .

Fiona , Yeesenq , Iris , Isabella , Weitinq , Guekchee ,
Edwina , Dennon , Benjamin && Junze .
xiexie .!

2008-07-13T18:23:00.002+08:00

oks oks .
I feel that th sky is pretty aqain .
Its look so calm && blue (:

Im in th room now ,
th small && messy lit room in th corner of my house .
At this moment of time ,
iie feel that its cozy .
Blue sky above my head && breeze wind blowinq into me .
RELAXING .!

6.30pm of 130708 , Sunday .
Im bored , so im bloqqinq aqain .

I passed by two-ee-three bloq ,
memories flashed back .

IMISSTHOSEPASTS ._.
sec2 life && stuffs (:
science centre , class outinq .
Go throuqh everythinq tqtr (:
Sports day ,
" peanut butter maqqie cup .
ue mess with us , we kick ur butt :DD .!"
BBQ at Mrfoo's condo :D
Crap tqtr , study tqtr .
Camp tqtr .! (:

But , now no mre :x

Jus ate some fried chicken .
Yummm :x
oks , im full .
Tml , schools aqain .
Compass proqram for 2days .
Rawrrs .!
Bored to death ._.

♥ VENUSS `

2008-07-13T10:46:00.005+08:00

SUNDAY .!

It suppose to be a happy one .
But , iie dunn feel happy at all .

I reqret , iie truly reqret .

I reqret wht i've done && makinq him upset .

I shuld have jus aqree to him ,

&& not ask soo much .

Now , it became like this .

wo zhi zao der .

By all means , its my own doinqs to brouqht upon this .

HORROR HORROR HORROR .!

Everythinq seems so not fine to me .
I no lonqer see hopes .
Its has been 4days alr .
4days have passed && iie din qet to see him once .
How iie wish at this moment he could appears riqht infront of me .
How iie wish iie could jus hold him tiqht .
I miss him terribly .
Im soo lost .
Without him , somethinq just not riqht .
Those thinqs he left for me ,
still lies his warmth .
Beside me always , his warmth but not him .

我总感觉到周围快要下雨 .
可以让我再去拥有吗 ?.
我想被他保护 , 我不想自己一个 .
我很自私 , 我知道 .
但愿你不要放开我 . 握紧我 .

He told me , after sometimes he would say everythinq out .
But now , he would keep everythinq into his heart .
I'll be waitinq till th day he speaks .
Tht will be th day i'll smile (:
Ilovehim .
Im willinq to sacrifise && wait .
I trust him && his decision .
In th meantime ,
Im on my own .

V e n u s , J I A Y O U U S .!

只愿你会快乐 .

2008-07-12T21:38:00.004+08:00

To Baby :

Baby , cheerups oks ?.
I apoloqise if iie make ue upset .
Sometimes , iie really dunnknw whr iie did wronq .
Even if it not me ,
iie really hope ue will stay happy && stuffs .

有你的什么故事我都好想了解 .
请让我听
你的疲惫和恐惧
我想去保护
你倔强到极限的心
让我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
狂风豪雨
想让你喘口气和医治你被划破的信心
未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递能量和勇气
哪里都一起去
一起仰望星星一起走出森林
一起品尝回忆一起误会妒忌
一起雨过天晴一起更懂自己
一起找到意义

让我好吗 ?.

2008-07-12T14:58:00.006+08:00

SATURDAY .!
ILOVEIT <3s
Im soo look forward of it .
No school , qet to sleep all iie wann && relax .!
iie sprain dao my stoopid wrist .
henq , is left wrist not riqht :x

YESTERDAY .!
Great fun (:
Went to school .
Lesson && lessonn .
After school , went home .

Meet Guekchee ;
Multi purpose hall , 4pm .

Went Fiona's house to take liqhtstick (:
Off to school .
Pass it to Fiona , slack at school .
Help Guekchee with her qeoq project .
Alot ppl ask me peii them qo washroom on tht day ._.
Help Abby with her hair :D
Damn nice laas , oks ?.
Fiona look damn pretty lors .
But , still din manaqed to take any pictures with her .
iie shuld have taken afew before iie qo lor .

Got chased up to class for assemble .
Seated ._.
Arranqe till soo behind :x
In conclusion , its not a qood seat , with qood views .
ARTS FEST , START :D
Band ,
Yuanchinq idol .
Chinese dance ,
Malay dance ,
Indian dance ,
Hip hop dance ,
Drama && more .
Hiphop && Yuanchinq idol is th most attractive over thr .
Idk how to describe .
Super entertaininq .!
I was like soo damn stoopid laas .
I bend th liqhtstick too much ,
thn , th liquid insde flow out .
Th nxt moment , my hands was filled with th liquid .
My uniform tio also .
Super suay laas .
After th whole thinq , went kopitiam with Guekchee .
Brouqht fries .
Th " Korkor " qive alot alot of fries :DDD
Meet dao Yeesenq ,
Thn , went home tqtr .
Reach home , arund 12 lers .
Super tired .
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep .! ._.

TODAY .!

Hohoho .!
Th weather is soo damn qood laas (:
I reqret not qoinq out .
I shuld have jio someone out luhs or ,
went out with my cousin && his friends .

Iris ,
iie update alr laas .
IM BOREDD .!
Im sooo piq :x
iie wokeup at 2plus in th afternoon .
Super tired laas .
Due to yesterday . IMISSYESTERDAY ._.
Someone made me disappointed aqain .
Well , im quite used to it alr .
Kuku man pei me chat with phone just now (:
I came across th story of havin sex with corspe && eatinq human's flesh .
I read out to him .
He was like , GROSS .!
Overall , its disqustinq laas .
Search for qhost stories online just now too .
Its scared me out of wits .
Now , im bloqqinq .
GOSHH .! Th sky is soo pretty .! :D

Theres only 4 reasons tht can make ue feel th sky pretty .
1 . ue are in LOVE ._.
2 . ue are stress && ue see th sky while ue are relaxinq .
3 . uure happy o.<
4 . uure sad .__.

Im thinkinq wht reasons suit me :x

RAWRRS .!
O.O'''
Ohqoshhh .!
I frm 2.30pm post till 7.30pm .
5hrs ley :x
Hmms ,
Overall ; VENUS IS HAPPY (:

♥ VENUSS `

He din takecaare aqnn .!

I knw he busy laas .

But , why couldnt jus he takecare abit mre .

All iie wish is now ,

he could qet bettr .

dunn hurt his leqs anymre lers .

Its really hurts me laas .

Haiis .

Moreover , we both din have much time on meetinq up alr .

This few days , iie really been thinkinq wht has he been doinq ?.

He qot eat marr ?.

qot takecare marr ?.

Did he sleep early , is he sick ?.

How is he feelinq now ?.

Is he upset with anythinq or anqry with somethinq ?.

iie din knw anythinq uhs .

Im super worried .

Jus hopinq tht he could be fine .

Tht would be my wish for now .

Is like , im in suspense with everythinq he does .

I hope tht iie could understand him abit more .

Tht would make me fanq xia xin .

♥ VENUSS `

2008-07-07T19:26:00.008+08:00

Toblerone , Iris baobei qive me der :D

MONDAY .!

Wokeup . went ICA with baby (:

Actually , dunnwann qo with him lers .

In th end , still qo with him .

so qlad tht iie went with him .!

meet baby at MRT station .

Train-edd ,

Destination : Lavender .

MRT damn full uhs .

Stupid human , din even wann to qiveup seat to him .

Somemre , thr still write SOO BIG .!

" Giveup seats to those people in need . "

Rawrrs .!

Mayb , to them ,

its in Greek rather thn Enqlish .

At ICA ,

As usual , took number from th counter .

Today , kam henq uhs .

Din even have to wait :D

At th counter ,

saw a bushy hu xu man .

Pianq eh , he super wht laas .

Attitude sucks like hell .

keep on use those chim chim phrases on us .

Somemore , still criticise ppl .

Th thinq he talks abt ,

some of them oso no link der lor .

Hope his mouth rot .! :x

" Dont put th words into my mouth . "

*lauqhs .!

" Dont tampered with documents , ue may qet charqe of it . "

*LAUGHS .!

I din throw words into his mouth lor .

Stupidd man .

Did we even tampered with th documents ?.

NOO .!

*claps finqer .!

Haas . his words din even qo throuqh his brain .

Went Yishun find Baby der papa .

Thn , back to ICA aqain .

Saw tht stoopid bushy man aqain .

" I din say iie dunnwann der date "

Fee like slappinq him laas .

WTH .

Towards those " customers " ,

can he atleast have some RESPECT for them ?.

Baby still can bear with him .

If its not at ICA , iie sure shout at him der lor .

Walked to MRT station .

Train to Boonlay qot problem .

wait till nxt train .

Still as full as jus now .

Chat with baby on th way back .

Poor leqs of his .

Hope his leq faster heal (:

Reached Juronqpoint ,

qo separate ways .

Went home .

Blahblahblahhh :x

Went out aqain after my marmiie qo for work .

Went Juronqeast with Iris .

Take neo .

Everytime oso din succeed takinq nice neoprints with her .

Promise to retake with her aqain (:

I din knw how iie walk .

walk walk walk , slippers fly off :x

Super paisehh uhs .

After takinq neos ,

Train-edd home .

At Juronqeast , walk to wronq platform .

Thn , qo pass throuqh th red line train .

Tht train , qo close door .

Stuck inside .

RAWRRRS .!

Mus aliqht at BukitBatok thn sit back aqain .

Reached home ,

BLOGGING :D .

Not feelinq well .

Maybe , tml not qoinq school :x

♥ VENUSS `

Baby , iimissue .

Rmb to eat medicine horhh .!

If not , dunn talk to ue for oneday :x

2008-07-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

I shall post short .
New bloqskin && everythinq updated .!

Din went out today .
Actually , qoinq out wit Iris they all der .
But , she last minute couldnt qo .
Thn , we like tua YeeSenq :x

Baby told me he injured his leq .
BOTH leqs .
iie was like OMG .! :x
Poor baby .
He seems to be in qreat pain .
He told me tht he pain till couldnt sleep .
He went to th doctor jus nw .
nd yet , th doctor say nothinq .!
He pain till liddat still nothinq :x
Th doctor cfm is sot diao der luhh [ No offence ] .

IMISSFIONA :x

Got forced by my marmiie to qo cook spaqhetti .!
Anyway , its not funny lor .
Idk why soo many lauqh because of tht :x

Th rest of th time ,
sleep , use com && listeninq to sonqs .
Thts my sunday :DD
I havent done any of my hwk :x
Im dead .!

Ltr , qoinqq to ICA wit baby :DD
keliann der bendan .!
leq pain till liddat still mus qo soo far .
I qo slp lers .
If not , ltr cannot wakeup in time .
Niqhts everyone :DD

✖ . ♥
♥ VENUSS `
LoveWeiren :D

Baby , takecare of urself .
Espeacially of ur leqs , oks ?.

2008-07-05T15:28:00.007+08:00

Baby with tonque stick out o.<

ILOVESATURDAY .!
Wokeup at arund 12plus .
Super tiredd luhs .
I qot pull by my CLEVER marmiie .!
Thanks to her , im awake .
" Ytdd soo early slpp , Today soo late still dunnwann wakeup . "
Im tired oks ?.
"Piq ar , uu !. "
OMG .! Im an alien . Not a piq .
Venus planet doesnt have a piq exist okayys ?.
Hahas .
Alvin went for th National Parade thinqy this afternoon ,
till late in th niqht .

Means , only Robin is with me nd my marmiie .
Today , there's peace . (:

YESTERDAY ,

In celebratinq with Youth day ,

We had be your-self day .

Allowed to wear home clothes to school .
FUN :D

Durinq assembly ,

MrGomez came up with thoise kind of serious face .

I tot tht hes qoinq to scold those ppl who din apply th school rules .

But , instead .
He praise everyone tht we wore nice nd found youth in us .

Dnt , din have practical .

MrSoonq showed us a powerpoint presentation which he had to forward out .

Its an email or somethinq .

With those kind of chain letter with it .

Th presentation is about those poor country .

I rmb one scene very clearly .

Tht child , was as small as th bird which eat human dead bodies .

Unknowinq whether a qirl or a quy ,

Th child , was crawlinq too th food camp or somethinq 1km away .

While , tht bird behind was waitinq for th child to die .

So tht , its could feed on it .

Th child is really damn skinny laas .

Th bones could be seen easily with jus skins coverinq it .

I was like , OMG .!

Poor child .

I should feel fortuate of not havinq this kind of situation with me .

Social studies ,

almst fall aslp in class .

Busy copy notes nd thts all .

Nothinq much .

I couldnt believe tht new chemistry cher would make th lesson soo fun .

Students who answered his ques , qets sweets .
everyone is like shoutinq out th ans .

Make th classroom so lively once aqain :D

"Be yourself is without socks . "

Said by MrChew .

As , he saw me takinq out my shoes in his class nd ,

without socks .

Hahas .!

Im chanqinq to slippers .
Both , look nd feels wierd wearinq sch shoes with th clothes ii wore tht day .

Meet Baby after tht ,

Train-edd to Lavender .

Done with his stuffs ,

Bus-edd home .

I sleep on with lap for th rest of th journey .

Simply , too tired .

Hasnt seen him for 5days .

Got home ,

he stayed for lunch .

Eat tqtr nd off he qo .

Say byebye thn qo bath lers .

&& ltr , out with Fiona .

Shes qoinq off to dunnknw whr tml .

Forqt whrs tht .

But , is overseas .

Th currency thr is OMG der nice .
Spore , 1buck ; equal thr , 600plusplus bucks lehh .!
Fiona , have a nice trip (:

Friday , Yuanchinq arts fest .

Compulsary .!

Rawrrs .!

Today , post super lonq uhs .

Off to bath lers .
Byeeee .

2008-07-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

Im currently addicted to th sonq , 知道 .
Its simply nice uhs (:

To Baby :
wo xianq zhi dao de donq xi hen duo hen duo .
wo xianq zhi dao wo shi fou cuo ler .
我是不是已经不在你的心中逗留 .
我不知所措
你的一举一动 , 我的心被牵着走 .
zen me jue de , ni zai duo zhe wo .
ke shi , wo hai shi hen xianq yin wei ni er fu chu .
wo bu zhi dao wei she me .
wo hen luan .
si tian ler ,
wo xianq zhi dao ni xin li hai you meiyou wo .
wo xianq zhi dao ni hai you meiyou xianq zhe wo .
yi qe ranq wo zhidao de shi ,
wo hai yi ranq xianq zhe ni .
wo yi ran hai ai zhe ni .

Could anyone tell me ,
Life chanqed .
He said tht i've chanqed .
I aqree .
I now learnt how to hide my feelinqs .
Learnt to bear with thinqs .
But , ii still couldnt learn how to move on in relationship .
I bu xiao xin cut dao my finqer durinq dnt .
Im like wearinq a fake mask .
Im smilinq on th outside ,
cryinq in th inside .
Friends nd relationship , ii couldnt handle both well enouqh .
Baby seems to be happy nowadays .
Without me , he seems mre happy .
I quess , im on my own now .

2008-07-01T12:00:00.004+08:00

Feelinq , Super down .
Today , didnt went to schh .
SICK :x
Due to th laksa yesterday .
Jus nw , had a quarrel with Baby .
Althouqh , now everythinq okay ler .
But , ii somehow feel tht thr's a qap in btw th both of us .
Thrs one thinq , ii know .
I wanna sustain this relationship .
Fiona , qdluck to ur semi-finals tml :D
I will support uu der (:
Dunn worry eh :DD

To baby :
uu can do whtever uu wann to me ,
Jus dunn inorqe me .
Thts wht ii only ask .
Hope our relationship will last :x

Lyrics tht seems to speak out wht ii wanna say to uu .

虽然收敛了许多的情感,
还是泄漏了我的不安,
于是你开始冷淡,
我也开始问自己该怎么办?
如果你知道我的遗憾,
千万不要再不以为然,
我的生活已经混乱,
到处飘流却始终靠不了岸.
这是我最后, 最美, 最真, 最心碎的留言.
喔....爱我好吗?
我愿意让伤心再来一遍,
只要你留一个位置给我,
哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.
喔...爱我好吗?
我愿意让伤心再来一遍,
只要你留一个位置给我,
哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.
如果你知道我的遗憾,
千万不要再不以为然,
我的生活已经混乱,
到处飘流却始终靠不了岸.
这是我最后, 最美, 最真, 最心碎的留言.
喔....爱我好吗?
我愿意让伤心再来一遍,
只要你留一个位置给我,
哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.
喔...爱我好吗?
我愿意让伤心再来一遍,
只要你留一个位置给我,
哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.
喔...爱我好吗?
我愿意让伤心再来一遍,
只要你留一个位置给我,
哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

2008-06-30T22:04:00.011+08:00

Those photos Fiona nd me took while waitinq for them :D

Alot of wierd shots :x

But , its was super fun :DDD

I miss th fun tht day ♥

:DDDD

Shot by Fiona .

:DDD

Baby nd me in bus ♥

Emo :x

Th down machine

twist x33

2008-06-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE !
Annoucement for th day :
29June , AnqYeeSenq's Bdae (:
30June , Edwina's Bdae :DDD
Happy Birthday to Edwina nd Belated to YeeSenq (:

A new start of this week .
MONDAY :x
School-inq !
Blahblahblahh ~

Last Saturday ,
Went Buqis with Fiona , Guekchee , Baby , Guekchee's friend nd her stead .
Overall was quite fun .
Took quite a num of pictures .
Camwhore in neoprint shop .
Usinq th machine tht is down :x
Haha !
Tml , sch aqain .
Life qoes on like that :x
Post pictures on nxt post :D

♥ venuss `

2008-06-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE !
Second day of school .
Fun but tirinq .
New maths teacher , Mrchew :D
At first , ii thouqht tht he was scary , fierce nd his lesson cfm was bored .
But , it turned out to be th opp :x
There's this phrase , don't judqe th book by its cover .
It could apply to this situation :x
I havent finished my homeworks .
Chinese - compo writinq .
Maths - worksheet .
Plus , holiday homework !
Seriously , how ii wish thrs no such thinq as homeworks .
As usual , today morninq went sch with Iris they all .
Wokeup at 5.30 in th morninq .
Super tired ! :x
I fall asleep durinq classes .
TIRED TIRED ! :x
Sch , havinq lessons .
SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !
Baby come fetch me after school .
Went JP with Fiona , baby they all .
Walk walk walk .
Went home .
Sleeeeeeeeeeeep :DDDD
Wokeup at arund six plus .
Baby left his keys in my baq .
After bathinq , qo find him pass him his key .
Went home .
Slack , do homework .
Now , bloq :D
I qo rest ler .
Super tired .
Im scared of tml's audition :xxx
I dunn have th quts ! >.<
Anyway , niqhts :DDD

♥ venuss `

2008-06-23T23:29:00.004+08:00

Taqs repliedd :

To Panphila : Haha ! Hmm , ii will call uu der :D

To Weitinq : Hahaha ! Me too :D

2008-06-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE :D
New term , new bloqskin , new url !
I chanqed my url nd bloqskin .
So , ppl , relink me :DD
Bored bored :x
New term starts .
First day of school , im still in holiday mood .
Today , wokeup early in th morninq .
Went school :D
Class was alriqht .
Alot of thinqs had chanqed in school .
Example ; new timetable , new teacher , new seatinq arranqement .
I see th new timetable ii stun .
Th shedule will die :x
No playtime . All serious after serious .
Today after school , baby cum fetch my home .
Went home sleep .
Thn , bath .
Pei baby qo cut hair with Andy .
Afterwards , baby send me home .
Stay home after tht .
Couldnt accompany Fiona qo see doctor .
Her hand is like pathetic .
Poor Fiona .
Baby call me qo sleep ler .
I qort quai horhh .
Tinq hua eh :D
I qo sleep ler , if not ltr someone not happy :x
Niqhts everyone :DD

♥ venuss`